Not happy with my current life and would give everything to disappear with a new identity in a foreign country. No friends, family is dead, a lot of college debt. How do people do this?
most countries worth living in are hard to get into because they dont want trash. america has always been more open and as a result we've become the worlds dump for human trash. no, not all or even most people who come here are bad for us. but a LOT are, and it sucks.
other countries require you to prove you're a good addition. they want you to be 'above' them and prove you can contribute to their country. otherwise you're bringing them down.
that being said, why do you need to go to an entirely new country? debt sucks but it can be managed and even avoided. just start a new life here in america. frankly if you dont have the money to pay your debts back a little at a time, you dont have the money to get up and move to an entirely new country.
the best option for that is and will always be, marriage. easiest way to get to a new country.
I swear this is the 5th fucking thread with the first replying being getting a trade in carpentry, listen asshole we get it youre a carpenter youre cool, NOW GET THE FUCK OUT WITH YOUR HUMBLE BRAGS REEEEEEEE
Unless you have 10lbs of gold in your pocket. It will be extremely hard for you to delete absolutely everything, including erasing people's memories of you.
Just accept the fact that you exist and move on. Improve yo self nigga. Forget them. They will forget you eventually, that is till they use rise above them.
step one. Pack be ready to get the fuck outta dodge.
step two. realize that you're already ready to get a totally new life. Why not be ready to get totally no life.. die? man the fuck up and change everything! if you get that mindset. nothing can stop you and nothing can't be done.
get money. Not enough to clear debt but just enough to clear off and get off the grid for a while. You should be able to afford the following:
Mushrooms, good quality. any kind really. Just get some. a notebook and pen. A tent, some beers. a buttload of fruit, juice water and shit like that. natural snacks you dig? camp for a couple of days. Remove all stress and all thoughts of your current state in life. Fuck that shit. none of that matters any more. eat the mushrooms in nature. Everything is cool. you are awesome. you are not well, but you are here.
step three: realize that this soceity is a fucking illusion. it's a perverse lie unto mankind. just realize yourself and that you are more than just a body in a system. You are a part of a system, but that system is not bigger than your own internal system. knowing there is no law or order. Why don't you start getting money in any way you can? any way you can live with. move away. fuck your debt. Lay low. use an alias. alter egos. Sell drugs. save money. launder money, save money, pay debt live die.
you could, of course. also realize through the trip that your own internal happiness is key to a blissfull life. so why not just keep searching within yourself who you are and what lies deep within that being you meet. There is a greater joy in life when you're really alive.