So i cant be the only one i'm really fucking turned on by girls Cutting their hair of shaving their heads (or having them shaved) anyone else like me? or is this a weird thing?
It's called a fetish. It's not that big of a deal, though it is one of the more oddly specific ones I've heard of.
I write erotica commissions for money and that shit ranges from the relatively weird (a story about a man whose penis is so large that he cannot wear pants) to the incredibly fucking creepy (a character giving a man a blowjob, except instead of a penis the man has a venemous, sentient snake.).
Your place on the weirdness scale is so low that it isn't even remotely in "pay someone to write my sexual fantasies in detail" land.