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Is considering suicide a sign of mental illness or just a weak mind?
I feel like I am only alive is just because I don't want to hurt my parents. Why is it just wrong to escape?
Is "The myth of sisyphus" worth reading? As a foreigner it's difficult but actually fun to read, but only came as far as ~20 pages, or so.
Why all this questions? I will probably be kicked out of college. And it wouldn't hurt as much knowing I am a retard. The catch is that I worked in the field I study for few years and have somewhat of a success. The academics are kind of a mix of easiness and difficulty. I enjoy it but the tight deadlines and 5 exams in 2 weeks are just mind numbing.
Probably it doesn't make sense to you, but this mood swings are incredible. I started out this post with bitterness and ending it by cringing at my thoughts and disgust.
Maybe it's the tiredness.