I can't bring myself to message her, I type the message put and just can't send it and I have no idea why. There's literally no reason for me to be nervous, I'm literally just asking how things are going and not "ey bbe wan sum fuk", so I know there's nothing weird about it. Yet here I am, how the fuck do I get over being a pussy ass bitch?
I know that feel. It's only awkward if you make it awkward. Just act like texting her is not a big deal and no matter what she answers you can just pretend the texting didn't happen. Also if she doesn't like it, never say you're sorry for texting her, you'll look more like a man if you don't.