I want to die
- 18 f
- lost all my friends after high school
- stopped eating
- family thinks I'm a black sheep so I don't belong
- no one cares I'm just a burden to everyone
Go outside for walks every day.
If you do these for week straight and still feel like shit then see a doc.
You're young and likely hormonal. Plus it's the time of he year for depression.
Pills should be your last option. And so many people think they are an easy out when they are not.
Also same faggot, do you access to firearms?
That would make it easier, I can't legally buy a firearm for obvious reasons.
And do you have car / willing to travel?
I have about $1000, I am willing to buy an airplane ticket if you really want to commit suicide.
I have been suicidal for six months, I have noose thats been hanging in my apartment for that time period. I am autistic and pretty much and idiot and want to die. Its a little worse than normal because I was chatting with a girl and we were kinda having a skype and text relationship, we both liked one another and we finally meet yesterday. Everything was great and she even said she wanted to see me again and we already knew each other off skype. Than she said she is busy and probably won't be picking me up anymore but she enjoyed the food.
there is thread some where around here about it... so I really don't want a friend unless you want die with me.
Youre 18. Your life is nonexistent, you have built nothing and lost nothing. There are people in their 40s who find themselves in your position after building and losing marriages, families, businesses, their life savings. Then they start again and do it all over again. You have an advantage they don't - youth, and your future is a blank slate yet to be sculpted. Use it to make something of yourself - you are the marble and the sculptor.
If you want to die, then why are you asking us to stop you?
You want the pain to end, OP, and this is totally reasonable. But you don't want to die. You want to live, without the pain. And that's why you're asking for help.
Unfortunately, we can't give you everything you need. We're just some random strangers on the Internet: good for listening, but not much else. You need help.
Talk to your family. I'll take your word that they think you're the black sheep, but it's extremely unlikely that you're actually unwanted. They will help you get the help you need.
Hey just so we are clear thats not the autistic dude, autistic dude is me and my offer still stands.
Oh course I am done to fuck if you want before we blew our brains out but I am not a pervert.
You're 18, which means you should've finished High School recently, you can't have possible lost all of your friends. Just give someone a call to hang out. You aren't kids anymore and you can't see each other daily and hang out, you have to actually make the effort to stay in contact.