I hate college, my wageslave job and just about everything I do everyday. It used to be a few hours of videogames made me feel better but now they don't, I just sit there dreading when I have to work/learn/whatever again. I pretty clearly can't do this forever, or at least not for 1.5 more years. How do I add joy to my life?
You sound either depressed or anxious. The first step would be to talk to the counselors at your college's campus health center. They're not miracle workers, but they can run some basic screenings and figure out what to do next.