I had a girlfriend for very little time and she broke up with me, now I am suicidal and am not taking it well.
How do you take breakups well, I am autistic and I doubt I'll get another chance. I am 25 and it was my dating experience. We went out a few times and than zip.
I feel like shit, I could have handled better but I wasn't ready for a relationship, I was dealing with rejection from a church who disowned me because of my autism and pretty much told me I going to hell for it. No this, I am about hang myself, anything I should consider first?
Thats a misconception and I just had a fuckin argument about that earlier with some idiot. You can be extroverted and autistic. Autism means you can't have relationships, it doesn't remove the fuckin desire, I am not a psycho path.
But either way, maybe I am not autistic but the dx still has some merit. At the very least I have bad social skills.
male or female?
Where do you live?
Want to try to date?
I am lonely and am willing to put off suicide if I think things will get better. I am already gone really and thats what I've been doing. This girl was really the only thing keeping me going and I never told her how depressed I was. I cleaned myself up and presented myself cheerful to her.
In the last six monthes the only reason I fucking got out of bed to play some fucking wow and waste away was to get a skype or text from her.
Actually I really don't know thats its over so I might be fucking over reacting. She just said she was busy and cancelled some plans we had. Its actually not the first time she has done that. I guess she really could be busy.