I had a girlfriend for very little time and she broke up with

Being autistic means social relationships should not carry enough weight to you that you'd ever consider suicide due to one ending.

Fake autism confirmed.

>>16779024
Thats a misconception and I just had a fuckin argument about that earlier with some idiot. You can be extroverted and autistic. Autism means you can't have relationships, it doesn't remove the fuckin desire, I am not a psycho path.

But either way, maybe I am not autistic but the dx still has some merit. At the very least I have bad social skills.

>>16779040
Yeah, this is a fucking aggravating misconception considering I'm autistic.

>>16779051
male or female?

Where do you live?

Want to try to date?

I am lonely and am willing to put off suicide if I think things will get better. I am already gone really and thats what I've been doing. This girl was really the only thing keeping me going and I never told her how depressed I was. I cleaned myself up and presented myself cheerful to her.

In the last six monthes the only reason I fucking got out of bed to play some fucking wow and waste away was to get a skype or text from her.

Actually I really don't know thats its over so I might be fucking over reacting. She just said she was busy and cancelled some plans we had. Its actually not the first time she has done that. I guess she really could be busy.