How do you get the will to finally kill yourself instead of pussying out every time?
you don't.
>>16778356
Shot gun to the head just don't think about it. Make your decision and then do it mechanically.
Anyone who knows the answer to this is already dead, so :U
Just overdose on opiathes, people can think it was accidentally
>>16778356
Simple, put yourself in a situation you cannot undo even if you wanted, like downing a whole glass of Gramoxone (add koolaid).
Why not just see a therapist and psychiatrist? Suicide is a terrible idea. It kind of ruins your life, and you really do deserve to have a life. One that's worth having, with enjoyment and happiness and friends and achievements and things, not the shitty kind of life that drives you to suicide and is all about the good things you don't have and the bad things you do.
Psychiatric help really is help.
>>16778645
How to find a mental health provider: http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/mental-illness/in-depth/mental-health-providers/art-20045530
How to find a therapist: http://www.webmd.com/anxiety-panic/guide/how-to-find-therapist
Dealing with suicidal thoughts: http://www.helpguide.org/articles/suicide-prevention/suicide-help-dealing-with-your-suicidal-thoughts-and-feelings.htm
A list of suicide hotlines by country (seriously, call one): http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
>>16778383
Worst idea ever, just search shotgun mouthwash.
>>16778356
Have some pills, gun, knife or whatever next to you as often as possible, because the moment that you're able to do it is very short.
>>16778356
By not killing yourself you're not pussying out of death, you're facing life.
Killing yourself is the pussy's way out.