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I was bestfriends with this girl for about two years and she introduced me to this guy. Eventually him and I started dating and things were perfect. A few months into my relationship with him, I ended up cutting off my friend due to a lot of bs drama that I didnt feel like dealing with. About two weeks later, i was on his laptop and of course, out of curiosity, i started snooping. I came across a bunch of folders, those of which were titled with girls' names and filled with pictures of girls I knew. Girls who harassed me, my friends, including my now ex bestfriend. I felt awful and it took a hit on my self esteem as I was having sex with him 5 times a day and that didnt seem to fulfill him. I cried about it to him so often and begged him to understand me and to just delete them but he refused and was so adimant about keeping them, calling me stupid and saying im overreacting because "every guy does this." I stayed for about a year, i know im kind of stupid, until i went back on again to see that he added at least 200 new pictures of girls, including his exes. I knew it was time to dump his ass, and it was then where he finally deleted all of the pictures and changed for the better. But i think its too late because i'm so jaded and resentful toward him now. I finally then reconnected with my bestfriend, but its hard because im so close to both of them but i try my hardest to keep them away from eachother. When i look at her i sometimes have to try hard to not imagine him jerking off to her. It amplifies my insecurities in bed, even to this day.