why am I such a piece of shit?

im sure i could hypothesize why you're a piece of shit and don't belong nowhere but really you know why and you know how to fix it.

and dont give me that bullshit that you don't know how to fix it. running away from your problems is always an option, and i dont mean suicide, i mean literally leaving and never coming back to whatever situation you are stuck in that causes you to feel this way. if you spend like 5 minutes just thinking about how to remedy your problem i bet you can find the answer, after that all you have to do is take that route.

i want to remind you that suicide is not the answer, death is the worst possible option of all other options in life because you die with your problems and they are never fixed. you can be happy, you just gotta try

ill give you a hint: you have to stop hating yourself before anything else changes. when i was depressed i just kept telling myself i wasnt and i fixed the problems that made me feel depressed. you have to pull yourself up, no one else can do that for you not even 4chan