>I try my very best to always smile and be kind and be selfless
>yet I feel nobody wants to be around me
>I feel so distant from my friends but I try really hard to be connected with them
I hate my life :( when will this end
People tend to like you more when you don't give a fuck about what others think. It makes you a leader and someone they look up to/ respect. Also don't be a whiner, people hate betas. I don't mean be an asshole, just don't go out of your way to suck up to them. You'll find real friends just being yourself. Also go to Uni if you haven't already, that's where you make life friends
OP I have been feeling very much like a ghost in all aspects of life lately. Do extraordinary work at work but it doesn't even get noticed and is taken for granted. Send buddies texts they literally don't respond to.
Trying too hard isn't desirable, relax a bit more and care less. If you can't bring yourself to care less, like a lot of genuinely nice people, then pretend. Also, less whining like this Anon said >>16767830
If you're taken for granted at work then try to find another job or get yourself noticed in some way by your superiors.
get a fucking dawq. almost every lonely person does that, and you know, shit is very effective!
See the thing is I don't come across like I'm trying too hard
I socialise with friends and hang out with them and I don't force myself onto them or try to be too inyourface kind. even still I feel like I don't matter much to them, maybe I'm just never going to be anything but a wallflower