Sometimes I think I don't care about her anymore. But then it hits and hurts again and I miss her so much. Is this gonna haunt me forever?
Heh, just wait until she starts showing up in your dreams, not even in a sexual way but in a normal everyday interaction as your wife sort of way.
I had a baby with her in my dream the other day. I was sitting at the park on the bench and she came to me with a cute belly, told me we have a baby together. Then she went away and left me there.