Has anyone here who is depressed ever thought about killing themselves to get revenge on the ones who love you just to make them feel guilty for not seeing your depression or helping you the way you want to be helped?
That's more of the reason I'd wanna do it than to end my pity stupid life. I almost feel like it'd be the ultimate joke to play on everyone. And I'd get the last laugh.
You are unpleasant and manipulative.
I think it more likely people would be relieved after a while that you were gone. I realize that's a cruel thing to say, but it's the truth with people like you in my experience. People are just too worried to say it to you.
It's a shitty idea tho, they will just get over it and become ''better people'' and probably use my death as an argument to their stupid morals.
Don't do it, anon, become successful and mock them.
your family doesn't dictate how you feel, nobody else has control over your emotions except you.
if you're sad, do something to change it.
you sound ridiculously selfish. kill yourself, and watch as everyone in your life gets over it.
if you really wanted to show them, you'd make an effort to change your life. people can't read minds, if you haven't been vocal with them about how you're feeling then it's nobody's fault but your own.
Yes, and its completely irrational. No one is going to feel guilty for too long because they have healthy egos and you don't. There's nothing in it for you.
What I've found is that my depression comes from these totally irrational thought that I have about my self and my life.
Keep a level head when this happens to you. Recognize that right now your not in any state to make any kind of decision.
You think they're gonna give a shit if you kill yourself if they don't give a shit about you now? They're gonna be sad for a bit, but they're not gonna feel guilty, at least not for long. They'll just rationalize it like "oh, anon was dealing with demons," or "oh, anon just gave up on life" essentially blaming it on yourself, whose fault it really is. If you want to throw away your life, the only one you'll ever have, for a fucking troll, maybe you should kill yourself because you obviously don't realize how valuable the opportunity to experience life is. It's all there is, unless you believe in heaven. It's this, or nothing. Ex-depressed/suicidalfag here by the way. Just saying it how it is.
Yeah I felt like that when I was 19 or so. Took a bunch of pills, friend took me to hospital, got stomach pumped, had to drink charcoal, was kept overnight for observation etc. etc. 0/10 would not repeat.