Does there exist a way to find women that you can pay an annual salary to live in your house, cook, clean, provide sex, laundry, etc, without any of the emotional attachment or relationship stuff?
I'm completely sick of trying to have meaningful relationships and have come to realize I just cannot do it. I feel worse for the women that get involved with me than myself at this point after so many trainwrecks and blow outs. All I really want is the aforementioned things, but am willing to pay for it and treat them well assuming they hold up their end of the bargain.
Is this possible or have I completely lost it?
I'm not interested in a hooker that is having sex with 50 other dudes a week, have to pay them every time, have to either drive there or wait for them to come to you, risk disease, etc.
A maid would be fine but that doesn't quite satisfy the sex criteria, and I imagine it's difficult to find one that will live in your house permanently (or for a set period of time, or whatever) that will also be willing to have sex.
I was thinking 30-40k a year. Keep in mind they would pay zero household bills, I pay for food (they do the shopping), etc, it all goes in their pocket. Not extravagant but being paid that much for free housing, never have to work, and to just do basic housekeeping on it seems like a good deal to me.
I thought about the mail order thing but it's something I'd have to research. I know nothing about it. Seems potentially sketchy though and like you're just getting a random woman, one that might not want to do many of the things I want done.
Given that all her living expenses are paid for and that money is going straight into her pocket for whatever she wants to spend it on, that seems fair to me. I don't know of any actually profession along the lines of what you want though, unfortunately.
You aren't sick of it, OP, you just aren't ready for it. You probably never were. This does not mean that you never will be.
Relationships are never effortless, but there are degrees. Emotionally mature people find that they come more naturally with most people than people who have not yet reached that stage of development do. We are not qualified to diagnose here on 4chan, but OP sounds more like he has a developmental delay than anything else. Addressing this problem will provide a more permanent and satisfying outcome than merely patching it with some kind of quasi-Gorean arrangement.