should i feel sad or happy?

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>year 2011,19yo me created a fake account on fb
>met a 9.5/10 girl(definitely a 10 if it wasn't for her teeth)
>lied that i'm still single
>started chatting more frequently
>a year later we became bff and skype a lot tells me she came from a broken family and other secrets even shows me her secret spots iykwim
>asked each other for our addresses
>exchanged gifts she gave me her favourite razor blade pendant necklace also gave her an octagon shaped necklace with her first name initial on it
>asked me for a 100 times of my real profile but i was afraid my gf would find it out
>finally tells her the truth
>she got sad af and wont talk to me anymore
>a month later she told me she already had a bf
>deactivated her account lost contact with her

fast forward in time 2016
>feeling horny looking for a good porn
>finds a 9.5/10 girl, realize she looks like my friend from 2011 after examining it i confirm it's her because of her teeth
> see the necklace i gave to her
.felt sad because of it also felt happy because she still wears my gift
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