>>16674827 I actually have been looking forward to eternal nothingness imo.
>>16674828 "Evil prevails when good men sit idly by" Not going into detail, but when my family sits idly by and watches me fall into depression and insanity, only taking time out of their day to offer insults and ridicule my efforts. The reasoning of my decision is not in question, the method is.
I've seen a botched suicide before, it's not a very good situation at all. Last time I had tried with pills it didn't work and I was institutionalized for 4 days. I'd want it to be painless, but above all: reliable.
You probably have a ton of potential in this life, are you using it completely? Because if you always give up early and restart the game you'll never be happy, your character will always be weak.
Try to learn from your suffering and figure out how to overcome it and benefit from it. If people are bullying you figure out how to develop stronger mental defenses, don't take their words personally, etc.
The chances of being dealt a perfect hand in some future life is slim. Life is a struggle, this game isn't easy
>>16674890 It's a long story but the very short version is; >Army >make friends >separated from friends >sad >fuck up airborne >depressed >leader brings me up >happy with life again >leader wants to fuck me >get drunk and attempt to an hero
It's been over a year and I have not gotten any better.
You got the money for me to see a doctor? I've been to 7 and they have done fuck all.
>>16674895 I don't really hold a belief system or if I had to name one, Agnostic I suppose as I don't think I can reach a conclusion on the information I have. I imagine though I would only come back at a sentient being that possess some form of conscience, as that is what I am currently.
to overcome depression and be happy? do what you wanna do, find love, start a family, create art, have your own house and piece of land, experience new things, make good friends, meet interesting people, hunt, fish, read more books, figure out what life is about, why you're here... etc
If you haven't figured out life yet, why would you bother ending it?
>>16675043 I have grown to prefer depression as it's more real than anything I have felt before. Literally sitting and fucking rotting in this house for a year I've had a lot of time to mull these thoughts over. >Do what you want to do Lay in bed and fuck around on my computer. >Find love Why crave something I've never had before? >Start a family Holy shit haha >Create art Art is used to convey a message or emotion from the artist to the viewer. I don't think I could make anything noteworthy >Have a house Hell I can't even function enough to hold a job for more than a few months, let alone have a house. >Experience people Already have. Fucking assholes >Hunt/fish Not able to go out on my own atm or have a firearm in the same room as me. Fishing sucks. >Read more Read a lot as a kid, it's gotten boring. >I'm here for JD. I've realized it's my purpose.
I usually say don't to suicide, not because of your life but because it fucks up your family members even more. I could never put that shit on my family members conscious. Life gets better when you stop comparing yourself to everyone that has more money than you, you're where you're supposed to be at the moment so just go with it man and it's cool that you posted this too because it shows you want to be understood. Now quit crying about it ya prick.
>>16675052 That's how depression & anxiety work. It's a very hard rut to climb out of, most people can't do it on their own - either life does it for them, or they happen to get good help - but know that it is a rut.
Right now you're being non-treated by your parents and they don't know what they're doing.
You need to get out, spend more time away from the screen, get some light exercise, get your vitamins & minerals, especially B vitamins and vitamin D, magnesium & calcium, and take high DHA omega-3 fish oil (not all of it is high DHA so get the good stuff.)
Also spend more time outside, away from the screens. Staring at computer screens is really the same as getting poor quality light, and it affects mood. Just sit in a park somewhere and breathe the fresh air, look at the clouds or whatever, and just be. It's okay man.
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