>parents would fuck with me
>find job move out
>faggot roommate was a giant cunt who stole from me, did things similar to my parents, threatened me, and overall was a lying thief who I had to get away from
>people had put things in my drinks a few times and after that I said fuck it
>had to move back in with parents and was slowly trying to get away from people I knew but on my terms
>someone in my family who was close to me wouldn't stop talking to them
>several threats and what is legally considered 'assault' continue
>most of these people had either stolen from me or threatened me in some way with the exception of like 3-4 people and the person in my family would not stop talking to them and fucking with me
>even couple of neighbors fucking with me but probably for shit n giggles on their end, bad timing
>meanwhile shit begins to escalate into full on abuse and 'bullying' for lack of a less crybaby word
>slowly began to loose my shit
>between all the bullshit, spiked drinks, laced shit, physical and verbal threats, fucking with me, and having no where to go I eventually become an anxiety
>these things were happening routinely for an extended period of time
>mfw every time I drink a fountain drink or drink out of something that was left unattended I get anxiety thinking "what if someone put cialis or LSD or PCP in this shit again?"
>mfw I can't sleep good without my door being locked and having something in front of it
>mfw homicidal thoughts on the regular
>mfw this all sounds like a product of delusion but it is entirely true
Shit got serious, became target of assaults and threats
Everything has pretty much normalized and I can't complain as life is good, despite being an anxiety.
I'm going to be expected to function in a work environment soon, and possibly be around normal sane adults for extended periods of time.
How do I acquire good medication?
Oil labor pays fucking great over there,also check out San Antonio there's a lot of call centers there with decent pay and overtime available.
Lookup west business or alorics over there,they were used to be west but now alorica and they ALWAYS have work lol so easy money.apartments go as cheap as $500 a month over there if you look about.
I don't want to move to be honest, like I said things normalized and all. Moving states because my neighbors were being shitters, law enforcement intimidation, and literal mob mentality sends the message "I'm a giant faggot who will move if enough people don't like me" when the reality is they're shitters and fuck them. I'd rather stay where I am. I just need the medication because of what had happened, more medication-oriented advice would be appreciated.
What I have stated are facts.
It is very possible for people to be faced with multiple conflicts and problems that they did not instigate. If you believe otherwise then you're a cheeky cunt.
I did nothing to these people. I woke up, went to my shitty fast food job, ate, shit, smoked, slept, and repeated the process. Nothing I said or did to any of these people justified their actions in any way.
My life is great. I have no complaints. I am dealing with event and stress induced anxiety from being assaulted multiple times, harassed, and threatened. This wasn't just "let's fuck with anon and steal from him and mistreat him" type bullying that most well adjusted adults should be able to handle, this was "let's illegally invade an individual's privacy, threaten them, intimidate, and assault them" very serious type shit, and in some instances sent me to the hospital.
>I did nothing to these people
I take this back. I helped someone who was on the verge of homelessness living in a shit motel get a place, I shared food with some of these people, I offered some of these people actual friendship.
In return, I was stolen from, assaulted, threatened, deceived, and ultimately harassed.
Sounds like you are around a bunch of assholes + having PCP giving you super bad trips.
Lots of people are assholes, but not everyone is.
Try a church group or some other place with more quiet people that would tend less to be assholes.
Build trust in people gradually.