>Community college in San Diego
>1.5 years, no friends, rejected, 'lets just be friends talk'
>short[5'7] but otherwise not ugly/above average
>feeling like ill be foreveralone
>just got into University of California, Davis
Do...Do you think it will change over there?
If you couldn't make friends in a more lax and friendly atmosphere in community college, what makes you think that you will make any friends in a more serious, rigid intuition in university?
I mean how, I ask people to hang in class, they are always busy and older than me
I join clubs but they meet bi-monthly
I go to events but everyone already has their cliques.
What the fuck can I do differently?
VERY similar situation over here. Im 18 and im going to UMass Amherst next semester after a semester of community college. Im also pretty much the same looks-wise at around 5'6". I know exactly how you feel. The best thing you can do is just try to practice starting up conversations. we're in this together so lets not fuck it up
Why don't you try job hunting and get a job if you have the time? Both things will force you to come out as a more social person. Shit did wonders for me after living the NEET lyfe for 7-8 months after getting out of highschool. I can talk to normies no prob now, made some good friends and almost got a qt asian gf. and this shit was only my first semester in community college. funny enough I'm also in SD.