I am an Atheist in a country where you can be executed for not believing.
hiding who I am is really killing me slowly, I really want to be who I am and not fake anything and pretend to believe in nonsense
what should I do?
Work towards leaving the country. Otherwise, just keep it in the closet man. It's not an obvious thing, and it doesn't even matter. If you have to hide it to stay alive, then hide it.
move as soon as you're able to. try to get out of your country by all means. if your internet access isn't being surveilled go online and share your interests in a community if it'll make you feel better, at least temporarily. wish you luck.
even if you are not practicing, you're considered Infidel. they don't believe in something like non practicing Muslims.
I wish I could move out right now but getting a visa/green card is not easy and I have to wait long period of time
I fucking hate you for your nationality. My family still possesses the sword that my forefather used to slay Muslims in Jerusalem.
That said, the belief in god isnt the important part of religion. Its continuing the traditions and culture of your nation and your people, which is of utmost importance. Be like your people, dont be a fucking infidel.
Because its YOUR ethnicity and YOUR people. Nobody else in world understands what its like to be a saudi. Nobody understand the values or saying you guys have. Your people are your family, you understand each other and you have spiritual bonds to every one of them. Your forefathers built saudi arabia through glorious conquest for allah, and you should strive to continue on their legacy and make them proud.
We are all members of the human race, our "ethnicity" is made up, fantasy bullshit that our grandfathers told their children. Knowing history is important but it doesn't mean that it should be used to divide people into groups. Divisiveness is unnecessary and damaging to the collective, which is the human race. When you start lumping people into categories you begin to see them differently. Its just a tool for dividing people that rulers have done for centuries. You can cast off that bullshit and think for yourself. Be your own person.
Be yourself, is what George was saying.
I know nothing of this "Human Race"
I see Indians shitting on the streets
I see Africans shooting each other in their own countries, and destroying the infrastructure of every other one they are in
I see Asians eating domestic animals and drowning baby girls
I see pacific islanders practicing cannibalism
I see Muslims destroying their homelands, and destroying the west with their rape epidemics and crime
There is no "Human Race"
We are not a unified people. If you honestly think that you're the same as Somalians then you are lost. There are races and cultures superior to others. Why did white man have such glorious imperium when the black man had none. Why did we walk on the moon while an Indian was defecating in public.
To bring these inferior people up to our level we must sacrifice years of progress and greatness. In fact just look at Sweden trying to bring them up to white mans level.
You've got to get out of there, OP. Your life literally depends on it.
But before you do, make contacts with, and become mildly active in, the moderate movements in your country. They represent your best hope of being able to return one day, since they can fight without being executed. Once you are beyond your government's reach, you will have to work less directly (because you aren't there), but you can step up your intensity.
The law and your viewpoint that says saying someone should be a certain way because of ethnicity is perpetuated by ignorance like so: "black people are scarey and have degenerate culture. Jerome is a black person so he should buy malt liquor and go to jail because my mental image of a black person is like that".
apply their own tactics to them
blow up /shoot up a mosque after yelling out loud "God does not exist" in arabic.
Give us something to entertain us
alternatively, this is a reasonable enough motive to try to get refuge in Europe (although we don't like refugees anymore...), given your life is in danger if you are found out...
full of edgy kids on both side
this guy here is the edgiest one >>16655437
hurr durrr le hate you for what you are
grow up you latent homosexual and make something out of yourself
and op, if you hate it there, then find a way to run from it.
Apply as an international student to a US university, or any country where they do not have religious laws. Germany would be a good place, however you seem fluent in English already. When you enroll in a US university life will start for you again, despite the heavily religious entity in a lot of Americans, by law you can be whatever religion you want.
Good idea, no?
Does it really bother you that much?
I mean having some secrets is better than being literally killed.
I don't believe in many things I have to do here but I still do it out of respect for those I stay with.
Like others have said, work towards leaving.