What are you feeling about now /adv/?

I just want a cuddly futa gf. Is that so much to ask? '~'

Keen.
My last night in this desert shithole. After 3 years here, I'm returning to civilization.

Pic related, celebrating with the usual.

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>>16655097
Whoops

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Got no friends except the ones in my head

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>>16655088
Sadness. Loneliness. And tfwnogf.

>>16655771
same
thats because i am drank

but still, same

Bretty good. Im at a slow point in my life right now. I turn 25 next month and I've accomplished nothing. But that doesn't really bother me. I'm in school and I work. I come home and play black ops 3 and repeat. I gave up on finding a gf and accepted the fact I'm not relationship material. I'm focused on bettering myself now. I'll pull through.

Sad. Can't get friends.
I meet this guy. We become friends.
I also make friends with his friends. But now he doesn't like me all that much... But his friends do.

>>16655088
Missing her like a great beta faggot

>>16655088
how it can be that im still not Diamond in lol even tho i was in dia promo like 11 times already

drives me crazy and tilts me hard

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Sad.

I just facebook message a grill, that I tried to get with in the past. It been almost 24 hours, and still no response yet.

Asked someone I know who I have a huge crush on out. She said "sure", but she didn't seem interested at all and probably said that just to be nice or because she didn't understand that I meant as a date.

I feel terrible now, what can I do?

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>>16655866
Fucking shitters lol

fighting with my mental bullshit and being well aware I need to have my shit back together before the semester starts...going to be a really hard semester.

I'm tired of living. I just don't want to do it anymore. It's more trouble than it's worth. Considering driving to San Francisco and jumping off the bridge like those before me.

>>16655088
Having to resort to strippers for sexual gratification and for female intimacy. It makes me feel good and like shit at the same time.

>>16655088
confused and sad

>>16656088

Go on the date and makes sure it's fun.

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Pms'ing hard. Everything makes me angry, sad, frustrated, annoyed and i feel god damn ugly.

It's her birthday today. I couldn't think of anything to say other than "happy birthday". I've finally managed to remove toxic people from my feels, but now it's all so empty.

Want to get a gun soon. Can't stand being such a stupid useless piece of shit.

>>16656724
You sound like you could use a bodymassage.

http://mrbodymassagemachine.ytmnd.com/

About the unused oppurnities...

>>16656756
Wat even is that site? But thanks, you lifted my mood

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>>16656816
>We have gotten to the age where newfriends don't know what ytmnd is

Well this is it, the death of the old internet.

>>16656816
Oh, my sweet summer child. I didn't know you were so young. You need some Midol and a few extra glasses of water today. Ice cream and sweatpants are optional, but popular.

>>16656824
Don't worry, oldfag, the hate will love on within us.

Got dumped my my GF of two years a couple weeks ago.

I can't stop thinking about it.

I have no motivation for anything. College term starts Monday. I'm not even lifting. No gf.

Clinically depressed.

Long story short. Started talking to my ex girlfriend from ten years ago, whilst already in a five year long relationship. That ive hated since it started but didnt end because of tired of being alone.
been about four months since weve been talking. Feels still strong, not entirely sure its mutual, shes being wishy washy. Told current gf whats up. Break up with her. End up getting guilt tripped back. Ex gf still sending mixed messages. This just blows.

>>16655088
I'm a NEET, 20 years old. Barely made it out of highschool, didn't pursue college. Thought I'd be in Japan by now living my life but I give up to easily on everything I ever tried in life. I have no significance, suicidal/depressed/anxiety since I was 11 and i'm poor. Giving life one last shot, trying to get into web development and potentially some other programming stuff, if I don't make it with that, i'll just end my life, eternal rest.

>>16655787

Don't worry. We all become drank someday.

i'm wishing to god my girlfriend didn't have class until 10pm and had to work first thing in the morning so I could go over to her house and fuck the shit out of her.

>>16658433

have you seen her schedule anon?

Just do yourself a favor and check it, ok?

Apathetic I guess.

Girl problems, only real irl friend is moving away. Just sort of going through the motions right now. Can't talk to family about it, everything is viewed respective of my brother.

>>16655088
I made an appointment today to see a doctor because of my anxiety and worry issues. It's been unbearable lately. I have to wait 5-10 to get something in the mail and then call. I wish it was sooner.

Wondering if I'm abusive

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Wondering if my freak out justified, did she lead me on? Will we ever date???

im renting out a room in a house for now until i get my shit together again. the owner of the house accused me of smoking weed because she "smelled it" and so did her "boyfriend" (some guy that occasionally comes over and that she has "problems with"). Whatever that means. Anyways, I told her it was not me and I haven't smoked anything in a long time. I then said "I dont know what to tell ya". Then she just didnt say anythnig back. Is this a big deal? Did i overreact? I'm not sure if i should have been like hell yea that was me lets light up a blunt!! or something silly like that. Theres another roommate in the house so it had to have been him.

>>16658438
Well, I haven't, but maybe i'll ask her. She's a fulltime student who arranged her schedule to only attend class two times a week, and I know she works 3 times a week too. It's not like she doesn't enjoy seeing me whenever we're both free, it's just the fact that we're both fulltime college students with jobs... finding the time to be together can sometimes be a challenge.

You want to know what I'm feeling about? My best friend hates me, the girl I love won't love me back, not a single day goes by that I don't feel like shit. The other day I was up until 1am crying my eyes out. Why the fuck is this happening all at once?

Regretful. I'm 24, have no friends, am too socially inept to make friends and to emotionally damage to get any sort of satisfaction from having some anyways, am a NEET, and am too lazy and socially anxious to do things I thought I would like to do.

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>>16655088
depressed that every other guy on here is depressed/feeling because of a girl in some shape or form. Very saddening to see that the bros "need" a girl in their life to be happy.

Also feeling because my group of friends lost a member to a control freak girl.

Theyll rue the fucking day

oxycodone

Every human being I try to get close to that's not family ends up never speaking to me again.

I don't want to give up on people and relationships but I just can't connect with anyone. I love being alone so it's not terrible. It's just so frustrating feeling like everyone else knows something I don't. What's wrong with me? Maybe I incurred some Karmic debt that makes people not interested that I exist.

Stomach flu. Sick as fuck. Fuck.

Nothing.

Like I'm a useless piece of shit who can't do anything and should just kill myself.

Loneliness/missing someone

>>16658907

I feel you.
For me the problem's mostly on my end though, which I've definitely come to realise. Any time I'm crazy about someone, it seems like I pull back and don't show it at all for fear of freaking them out or something, because I generally consider myself to be a pest with nothing to offer I guess. So they end up completely oblivious at best and think I'm cold at worse, and eventually wander out of my life, forever unaware that I thought they were the fucking bees knees.

Then there's just my general friends, but they're all useless fucks. No one ever calls me, eventually I get tired of calling them. And it's not just me, they never call each other either, no one ever fucking sees anyone, I don't know how we're all even alive. All we seem to do when two of us manage to get in a room together is bitch that no one ever calls anyone. How can one group of people be so utterly useless?

Don't mind me just shamelessly using you as a springboard to talk about myself, sorry about that, just kinda hit that button.

>>16656088
>didn't seem interested
But did she seem actively uninterested? Because if she just 'didn't seem interested' she's probably just being casual about it because she hasn't built this up in her head like you have, and you're just second guessing yourself.

Girls have a lot of defences on hand to avoid going on dates with people they don't like, it's pretty hard to accidentally say yes to a date without somehow making it not a date ("Sure, I'll see a movie with you. Let's invite x y and z too!", always a classic).

You did good, kid. No matter how she feels or how it turns out, you asked, that's what counts.

>>16659113
Also, confusion.

A weird mix of guilt, pleasure, and warmth after banging my secretary again then cuddling for a few hours.

Laughing like a maniac because there is no way I will pass this exam and it's literally my last exam ever so I really do not wish to fuck it up.

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Heartbeat

Heartbreak is a motherfucker

Feeling thrilled or wracked that I'm in love with a woman who will never love me back. Big swings from one feel to the other.
Also guilty that I've never felt this strongly about my wife.

Suspicious. Even though my girl cheated on me only one time years ago on vacation, I've never actually forgiven her or trusted her again, even though she's never given me any reason to suspect her.

horny

she wants to fuck but neither of us live alone so it's difficult

Have a crush on a girl. Asked her out 2 months ago and got friendzoned as fuck. I'm going to ask her again even though I know she will turn me down for the second time.

>>16659372

Dude, why?

>>16659377
I guess I'm about 90 % sure she will say no again. And when (or if) she says no again then maybe I can finally realize there's no chance and forget about her. Getting turned down twice beats wondering if she would have changed her mind.

Feeling a bit guilty that I'm cheating on my fiancée with two other women.

>>16659396
You really should be, cheating on someone is fucked up man. You're betraying their trust in you and it can make it nearly impossible for them to trust anyone again for a while.

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>>16658831
Sometimes we just want to be held by a beautiful angel......

Worried, so very worried.
I can't even fucking trust my own trains of thought, it's gotten to the point where I doubt everything I do, and every minor detail seems like a bigass red flag that, yes, things will go as badly as I fear.

I'm so very worried when I probably shouldn't be.

Hyped as fuck,

hanging out with a girl tomorrow night after work. Second time we are hanging out, first time, I made out with her all night. Im going to try more this time now that ive got the confidence.

But, she is also my boss at work. So this is probably the best decision of my life or the worst one. Wish me luck boys

Confused. It's been so long since I have really liked someone and I can't tell if this is how it's supposed to feel. It all just used to seem better but now the only thing that makes me think I like her is how lonely I feel when she's not around.

I fucking hate weekends. I have too much time to think, so I get incredibly depressed and sad. At least during working days I have some kind of function and can focus on something and I'm surrounded by other people.

Betrayed. Finding out you've been lied to and cheated on after months of not knowing really sucks. Especially when you moved out of state for them.

I'm not too sure how I feel right now, I miss her, I want her, I loved the way she made me feel, even though she was never really mine. I want you to want me as much as I want you.

Confused and slightly sad

Had a dream about making out passionately with my housemate that I've got a thing for, but I know in my heart of hearts that she doesn't see me that way. Shit sucks

I feel like a shipwreck. A terrible mixture of longing and despair.

I've just got back to my uni, but I have no friends here. The first friend I made here turned out to be a narcisstic and manipualtive sociopath that made me feel very uncomfortable. The other guy I met was an exchange student and have already got back to his university, so I'm totally alone here.

Although I do like solitude, I can't stand the thought of having no one to grab a beer with. It's devastating.

I just hope I'll met someone next week when the lectures start.

Trying to live life out of comfort zone and I am scared as fuck.

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>>16660621

>>16660114
I went to grab a beer and woke up
out to sea, aboard an ancient ship.

We are solitary and terrible in our
discomforting bobbing betwixt waves.

I think our mission is
exchanging despairs while longing
for a lecture from a hurricane.

As I start to stand I find I can't hope
to meet the prerequisite expectations.

I am a passenger for the duration of this expedition.

These noodles are delicious.

i feel sad. i always thought that i would be a creative person. maybe one day i would go down an interesting life path and have an enjoyable career that was artistic and interesting. i'm sad because i'm slowly realizing that my life will never be that way. i'm probably going to work in marketing. i don't really care about it, but i will make money and have a good job. i have a partner who i will probably marry. we love each other. its good. my life isn't what i thought it would be though. i always thought i'd be somebody else. oh well.

>>16660735
Fight to live the life you want anon. Goddamn fight.

>>16659708
It is probable that eternity bested
much-hyped hang-ups before
trying for more time.

It found
a crew of boys, skeletal confidence
supported by infinite indecision.

It found
our lips joined, glove-grip-joystick--
saliva mingled, no airlock within view.

It found
seconds came first, made tomorrow's potential decide:
does gravity's boss make the worst of shooting stars?

>>16660797
how? i'm not as creative or artistic as i thought. what can i do? i can see my life laid out ahead of me and it feels depressing.

I feel a little angry. I can control my emotions, so I dont have problems like feeling sad all the time, but my brother have low selfsteem, is always complaning and dont want to listen to what I say.
I just to be alone sometimes and he just cant shut up.
I told him what he needs to do but he thinks that nothing cant help him.

>>16660811
You think you are not. Keep doing what you do, keep improving, keep researching.

I'm upset and angry, mostly with myself. I found out my ex is getting married to the guy she cheated on me with, and even though it's been almost 2 years the feelings came back and it pisses me off. I was doing fine up until new years and then shit just kept coming down with school, work, my car and now this. I told a friend that I was seriously contemplating killing myself, but of course she says not to and that things will pass. I even guessed she would marry the guy since she was always in such a rush to move in and get married and shit. And from what I know about the guy, he knows he lucked out hard and is trying to tie that shit down so that she doesn't run off with another guy. Seriously, I just want to drink myself into oblivion or at least into a permanent apathetic state of mind.

I feel hopeless and ashamed of myself. For a variety of reasons, but I got a exam in... 13 hours, and I can't just stand up all that time and study (I'd be tired as fuck then, gotta sleep)

I've been oggling at the exam stuff for a whole week, and I havent been able to study, when I pick it up, it all feels like gibberish to me, I cant make sense. And if I go to the exam tomorrow, I will feel like a clown. I read through the class chat group and they all seem hard working, they seem knowledgeable after the hours they've spent studying it... but I'm an useless piece of shit that cant even begin the first step.

And yes, I've spent more time self-loathing myself than actually trying to study today. I dont know what's wrong with me, maybe I actually have depression, but I always think that it's just a stupid excuse I make for my shortcomings as a person.

Sad. Can't cope up with university. Help me senpais

a pendulum between despair and rage

My Dad was sent to hospital on Christmas eve, and a few days later was diagnosed with liver cancer. The tests confirmed that the cancer had spread from his bowels and there is nothing that can be done. He is fading fast and has days to live. From perfect health to death-bed in two weeks. I'm writing this from his hospital room as he sleeps.

>>16659076
this. why can't i just die? i want to. the only reason i am not is because it is a selfish act that makes others around me feel like shit, which i don't want to do. i want to just disappear as though i never existed in the first place, i have no purpose here.

>>16660879
willpower. you have it. you can bring yourself to study. you have to believe in yourself, because you ARE capable of doing this. by now it might be too late for the exam you have in a few hours, but you have to think bigger than that.

you have the power to become whatever you want. you just have to believe in yourself, i know this sounds like some cliche bullshit, but if you just used the willpower thats inside of you somewhere you would know what im talking about.

you think therefore you are.

My gf and I are going through a bad time, give decided to get apart for some time with rules like not getting laid wiht anyone else and that stuff. But I really feel like this time it's all going to end, after a bit more than 3 years togghether.

>>16661788
I've got skype open and I'm dying to talk to her, should I, anons? I know that I shouldn't but I guess if I listen to it from someone else it's gonna convince me.

Taken multiple pregnancy tests and all come out negative, my thyroid is fine according to the doctor, and I'm getting enough sleep/exercise/healthy food.

So I'm feeling confused as to why the fuck I've been so moody, depressed, and all around not myself these last two months. Literally go from pissed off to happy, then alright, then really anxious or bored and sad. Everyday.

>>16661647

Exactly this. Killing myself isn't realistic because that just draws a shit ton of attention and scrutiny to myself while removing my ability to control it at all, that's the opposite of what I want. But if I could go back and prevent myself from being born, oh how sweet nonlife would be.
Sometimes I think about starting a new life overseas, naturally losing contact with my friends and family so gradually that no one notices, then just becoming one of those no names who are found rotting dead in their home for months because no one even noticed they disappeared until the smell hit them.

>>16661647
You're just an animal, that, in the grand scheme of things, doesn't matter.

I wanted to kill myself about three years ago-and almost did. After a while though, and watching my dog in disgust because of how stupid he was, I realized it doesn't matter. Nothing does. So killing myself wouldn't matter any more than sitting the gun back against the wall and grabbing the beer from the fridge. Moving to the fridge didn't matter either, it was just a selfish act in order to get myself something I mildly enjoyed, like listening to music. Listening to music is completely selfish thing that we humans do because we enjoy it and there's nothing more past that.

It's a little hard to explain, but at some point I came to realize that life is just a game. Some people can play it easily, and others like me have to drag through it and never really enjoy it.

But along that same thought process came the realization that I don't have to play along. I don't have to play the get up every morning and work for a job that I hate. It's a game, so in the end it doesn't matter and I can play how I fucking want to.

So now I don't give a shit about people or family. I do what the fuck I want and only to an extend that brings me my own comforts and satisfactions and food for my dog.

Sure, lots of people hate me. Find me bitter and wonder why I cut ties with them. But it's fine because its my body, my mind, and I'd rather live a bland, plain existence that pleases me till I keel over then to cut it short just because I didn't like the wau the game was playing out.

Tl;Dr-you don't have to play societies game, you can play your own.

I have serious trust issues and I'm dating a girl with a history of cheating.

Shits tough mate.

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I feel completely worthless. I am currently writing an email to my advisor telling him that I am dropping out of the PhD program. I feel like my life is in shambles, I've been thinking about killing myself several times a day for the past 4 months. On most days it feels like the best way out.

despair because i am captive and i am also my own jailer. my body betrays me mentally and physically. i can't help myself at this point. i only wear people out. i am an emotional vampire. i am like heroin to those who love me.
it's not half right.

>>16661895
>I don't have to play the get up every morning and work for a job that I hate.
What other way is there to be though? I feel like this is just how society functions. Everybody hates it, but what else can you do? If there was another way, wouldn't everyone be doing it? There's got to be some terrible catch that keeps us all here, right?

All I want is my dogs, nature, books, a vegetable garden, time for it all. I feel like everything else I 'like' - the internet, my bath, my bed, my TV - are just coping mechanisms.

I don't know. I was working full time for about 2 years and just had no time or energy to do anything except a little of what I 'like'. No time for a vegetable garden because I'm working too much so I can earn more so I can just buy someone else's vegetables so I have time to work more to earn more to buy more to save more time to work more to earn more to buy more.
I was in really a bad way by the end of my contract and have been jobless for a few months just pulling myself back the fuck together, and I'm finally feeling kind of like me again and it's time to look for new work, but I just want to panic thinking about it. It'll be the same shit all over again and what's the point of living if it's like that? There just isn't any. I know that, and if I go back there, I'm scared I won't have it in me to come back out this time.

I don't know. It's this fucking city. You either play it their way or you get out, and I don't want any shape of it. The only thing keeping me here is the family dog. She probably won't see next Christmas though. Maybe then I'll pack up and find something worth sticking around for. No kids, no ambition, no materialism, the fuck do I need to play this game for? Why does anyone do this?

I go back and forth between thinking I just don't want the things people play the game to get and I can make my own rules, to thinking I'm just a lazy, naive child who needs to grow up and accept that this is life and it sucks for everyone.

Steam from the cup and snow on the path
The seasons have changed from present to past

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>>16662008
I'm feeling winter... Finally.

Man... Had a text conversation with my ex yesterday. She decided to be the most evil bitch she could be. I was trying to make up for something earlier by sending her something nice. Not romantic or anything. I just wanted to be friends. But she decided she wanted to crush me under her foot as hard as she could by initiating text after she got it. Her bitchiness wasn't really a big deal at first, I didn't pay it any mind and felt I handled the situation well.

Was doing well, no huge problem until today. I had blocked her number and didn't expect any more texts... Right? Well, I turn on my data (it's been off for the last few days) and get a text from last night. It was a picture of some dudes dick with another text saying "guess who's getting laid tonight? Not you".

So uh, feeling pretty angry. just wanted to punch something all day out of frustration. I need to get my mind off this but it's just been there the whole time.

One thing that makes me feel good about this situation is that this girl is fucked. Absolutely butt fucking ugly. And has terrible communication skills because of an incurable disorder. Her life is going to be shit because there isn't much she can do for a good job and I doubt some dude with money will date her. She's going to be low life trailer trash for the rest of her life. Good riddance, you bitch.

frustrated because i'm trying to lose weight and as much as people tell me that they've noticed me losing weight, i feel like i'm not making any progress. excited because i'll be going to visit my SO in a few weeks.

I'm honestly considering suicide. I'm in a spot and don't know how to get out of it:

>mother owed me $4,000
>I live with her but plan to move out
>she wanted to move to another city, holding my $4,000 ransom if I didn't move with her
>she doesn't want to be alone because my two siblings abandoned her on poor terms
>I'm her favorite child but finding living in this new city very restrictive
>she says if I leave, she'll move in with her abusive boyfriend

I have $7,300 on me. Money isn't the issue in finding an apartment, it's just I feel like I'm trapped. To give an idea of her boyfriend: he was in jail for three weeks for pointing a loaded gun at his son. He's slashed my mother's tires before, has hit her, etc.

>>16662037

I'm in the same boat. I was 265lbs in November, I'm now 227lbs. To me, if I look in the mirror I look the same, but everyone says I'm looking really good. I went from size 46 jean to size 38 jean, and wear L instead of XL shirts now, so I know something is happening, it's just hard to notice when you're used to seeing yourself.

>>16661987
>If there was another way, wouldn't everyone be doing it?

No, because most people either under thunk their actions or over think and never take a chance when any kind ig opportunity presents itself because they are scared of losing something. Losing their house or car or whatever it is they have that's precious to them at the moment and they never move past that.

But you guys are different-you are already past the point of no return so you literally have nothing to lose. And more than likely you don't have kids either. So you have such an amazing opportunity to take those chances or opportunities that everyone else is so afraid of because you were going to throw all your possesions away anyway.

And sometimes I hear the argument of 'oh but what if I end up homeless or starving or blablabla'.

Well, does it really matter? You were going to kill yourself! Why does it matter if you end up without a car? Why does it matter if you end up without a house?

The only thing that can happen then is that you hit rock bottom and either slowly rot away and die from exposure (which is no less painful than trying to kill yourself), or you suddenly find the drive that you had been lacking before. That instinctual will to live and find comfort and things that make you happy.

People forget that were animals with no natural predators, so we come up with our own struggles and problems because we NEED them to remind us what happiness looks like, and what it feels like to strive to live.

>>16662068
after about two months, a vendor for the store i work at (she comes to the store about once a month) came up and chatted with me. i see her once in a while, not every time she's at the store though. she was floored when she saw me and asked if i lost weight. and i said i was trying to and she said she could tell the difference. but when i look in the mirror i just don't see it. physically my body looks the same although i've dropped a pants size.

Scared. I'm getting close to graduating in psychology, but society keeps making me feel worthless for not being "STEM masterrace". I don't even want to be rich, I just want livable money and to be happy.

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>>16655879

I'm in my last semester of college and it's bittersweet. On one hand, I'll graduate with my master's degree and a license in education, but on the other I'm afraid of not being able to find a teaching job in my area and being forced to move away from friends and family. I'm sure I'll get used to it eventually. I also have depression, but there isn't really anything I should be concerned about. Life is good, but I worry too much.

Pretty shitty.

I didn't ask the girl I liked because I was too embarrassed to do it in front of a mutual friend who was there. I would've been the perfect opportunity to ask her out otherwise. Plus I don't know when will be the next time I see her.

Also, I just saw myself on my friend's snapchat and was reminded of how ugly I am.

>>16662008
Demons in 2008
>>16662013
Demons in 2013

But this year, tea.

Overwhelmed as fuckkkk with class about to start. 5 days a week, plus I have to work on top of that.

Also
>no gf

>>16662098

You will easily be able to make livable money with any bachelor's degree.

>>16662126
Just ask her out on a date by text. Simple as that anon.

>I just saw myself on my friend's snapchat and was reminded of how ugly I am

God dammit. How does one deal with being ugly? I'm currently working to reduce my body fat from 14% to about 10% and build some more muscle but I don't know if it will help much.

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girlfriend and I broke up on the 3rd, been keeping my distance and not talking because I've read that's better than trying to talk to her like a friend. Took a /p/hoto and uploaded it to instagram and she liked it so I mean, eh? Going to give her space for 30 days and try talking to her and setting up something. I've broken her heart before and I gave her 30 days and she forgave me so idk. Any similar feels?

I hate everything about myself. I don't know who to talk to about this since I'm almost convinced everyone else hates me too. Tried talking to bf about it and he redirected the conversation back to how bad he has it. It's frustrating and draining, I just don't want to be alive anymore.

tfw autistic but not a genius or having some savant skill to make up for it

>>16663092
I had the same feelings a while back. I felt shitty and my ex gf kept saying "I have diagnosed depression, your sadness isn't as bad as mine". I eventually talked to god and asked him to reveal himself. I then that night had a dream about killing myself and in the dream I felt immediate regret. Came to realization that I needed to not let this cripple me and did things that got my mind off of it. I think I would fall in the same state if I led the same lifestyle I did back then sitting in my dark room on the computer all day. My advice is go out and do stuff with friends, gets your mind off things.

I ruin every conversation. im really fun in person, but online im such a bore. Kinda makes me pretty much a bummer most of the time cuz then i just get depressed and feel like talking to nobody. I know im fun and can really communicate but the more i think about how boring i really am the more i give up on conversations online

>>16663104
Ironicly the moments when I feel worse tend to be after hanging out with large groups, I keep running over things I've said and how I acted like an ass.
I don't know, I try and distract myself as much as possible when I can..? Usually it just means I end up alone though. And so the cycle continues. There's gotta be a way out of this?