If i am male and my 13 year old brother forced me to suck his dick with threat of getting the shit beat out of me if I said no. was I raped. I finally told someone about it (i am 18) don't want to come off as a tumblr fag. I can still remember after it was over he told me he was teaching how to please a woman. And I was like women don't have dicks...then he punched me
> mfw I found trap porn under his bed many years later.
Are you saying your 13 year old brother had you (an 18 year old man) suck his dick? Then yes, that is rape, but you're the one raping your 13 year old brother.
If you're saying that when you were a little kid and your older brother made you suck his dick, then yes, he did rape you. You aren't making the ages and what exactly happened very clear.
>don't want to come off as a tumblr fag
Your brother raped you and this is what you're worried about?
this is what happens when you grow up with 4chan and let it shape you as a person
Any reason why you have to be around him/forgive him? Your brother has raped you and ended up in prison at some point. Not sure why you would want to be around anyone with that kind of rep.
Aside from the standard advice from Google, it definitely helps if you have a support system you can count on. How does your family feel about homosexuality? Do you have any friends you can invite to the get-together?