A family member is using my pc right now. Like the nice brother I am , I let them use it . Here's my issue, I just realized I left TOR open. Yeah....I'm terrified . What's an excuse to get her the hell off of my pc ?
Live in anxiety and fear on the chance that a honeypot identified you when your sister authenticated herself through an exit node.
Come clean to your family about what was done to you, and the damage and compulsions that you have. Plead for their help. Lift the burden of living in the shadows and set yourself free and live with the hope that you can be free of this compulsion that haunts you.
Either choice, now that you have possibly been outed, your chances of being caught go up dramatically if you continue using Tor to download illegal material. Your only smart move is to give up your habit now. You identified yourself on an exit node, they can follow cookie crumbs back to you if you ever use Tor again.
I just feel bad. I have a 5 year old niece who loves me ssoo much for no reason. She always wants to visits me , she sends gifts to me she makes for Christmas and all I can do is think of her in perverted ways I feel soo bad.
Also I'm afraid to tell my family what happened to me. He was a good family friend , I don't wanna ruin the good image everyone has of him. What if I have to confront him? The idea of doing so is scary