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This is really hard for me to admit
But I have reason to believe that I have been living with a shot out short term memory center
My grandmother fell to dementia so theres that
I feel like... my personality, my goals and motivations, are being hard reset every day. I remember things, but its weird. They dont... leave an impression on me. I feel like a bouncy sponge that rejects water. I just stay the same forever. A lot of time has passed and I change in minor ways, but I can never take upon any motivations. I just forget them. Anything I cook up in my head is lost to the wind, but anything that comes to me in real life I can remember, only vaguely.
Of course, I beat myself for it but I think I might be looking at it the wrong way. Do I go to a doctor for this?
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>Do I go to a doctor for this?
Yes
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>>18704682
>Do I go to a doctor for this?
what if you already have tho
>>18704693
what if he already has tho
>>18704682
>Do I go to a doctor for this?
what if you already have tho
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>>18704696
Don't do this to me anon.
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hey guys,
I wasn't able to pass pharmacy school because of clinical rotations. They ended up being too hard for me to pass, and the school dismissed me for good. Now I am in debt and I am not making enough to be able to pay off loans in a reasonable fashion.
My ex bf wants me to do nursing instead, or some other high paying job. But to be honest, I don't want to work towards a career right now at all. I want to go teach english in China for a year before jumping back into school for another career.
I was miserable in pharmacy school and couldn't make any real friends there. I thought it was too hard for me, and couldn't remember all of the drugs. I don't want to be in school right now because I am not always the best at taking in information. I want to just work and not worry about exams, or interacting with other students.
Am I irresponsible for wanting to be an ESL teacher in China for 1 year?
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Is it a realistic plan?
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I have several friends who went to Korea to teach English after college. They all enjoyed it. Two of them are still there eight years later and really happy. They get paid well and only work half the year, the rest they pursue their hobbies (one of them is a photographer and the other just opened a microbrewery) It's definitely on my radar if my current plans don't work out.
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why can't it just be easy
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So i started dating this girl that i've liked for a super long time throughout college nstuff. problem is, she just broke up with her boyfriend about a month ago. This wouldn't be an issue if her ex wasnt one of my close friends, who is also much bigger and much more influential than i am. so he's talking a lot of shit and i've essentially lost my only other friend group. So now i've got the girl of my dreams, but the relationship isn't what i was hoping it would be. Idk what to do. do i break things off with her and try to get my friends back, or tell them off and try to make the relationship work?
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>>18704639
Bros before hoes mate
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>>18704643
seconded
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Hey, /adv/
I made a few threads this year regarding my father. He was diagnosed with brain cancer last year, and yesterday he died.
First I'd like to thank every anon that gave me advice and kind words. My father and I weren't very close, but towards the end I was taking care of him in every way you can imagine. The support I received from this board kept me going sometimes.
So, I'd like to ask... Does it go away? I miss him so fucking bad, /adv/, it hurts so much
I was holding him when I felt his pulse stopping, and I can't forget this feeling
Is there anything that makes it better?
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Just remember the look on your dads face as he died.
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>>18704636
sorry for your loss
it gets less sharp
it becomes more of a somber ache
the stages of grief aren't a meme. not going to say reading them helps but you should. that and remember he wasn't an angsty teen so he wouldn't want you to not be happy despite his passing.
that and time.
actually only time. hang in there
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>>18704636
Sincere sympathy for you, and sincere thanks for letting us know we were of some help.
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I feel like dying a lot lately. How can I not feel like this anymore without drugs. Thanks
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>>18704632
You need to get over your aversion to drugs.
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>>18704632
Hey OP fellow depressed anon here,
I just got a prescription for prozac I haven't bothered to fill out because I'm so fucked up I can't even come to terms with the idea of behavioral meds in my system.
i love my girlfriend but avoiding temptation is really difficult sometimes. i was never a sexual object before i completely transformed my physical image and now i'm looked at differently all the time. there's this girl at my work that flirts with me all the time and i let it happen. then i go home and furiously jack off to the thought of having sex with her instead of my girlfriend.
i've always thought that this kind of thought reflected something missing in the relationship. i never really had a single life (i met my gf pretty much exactly when i started looking to date anyone) and i really kind of regret that. i wish that i had met my gf years from now and not years ago.
i never want to give up chemistry for curiosity but due to long distance restraints and loaded schedules for both of us I don't have a whole lot of interaction with my gf at all. i miss that spicy flirting (we never really had that, we met online and cut right to the trace). we've had sex once in the last month.
i guess i'm just kind of venting but... i'm really kind of doubting my relationship and i haven't done that seriously for awhile and it's kinda scary.
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>>18704615
She's probably cheating on you, you better do a fuck on another girl so you don't feel cucked.
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This is why dating virgin men is a mistake.
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>>18704621
i mean you're not wrong. if my gf left me i would want to fuck everything, constantly, with like no standard, to experience everything
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Hey guys, I have an army application which is going well and being fast tracked. I am not physically fit and need to train more for the next stage of the application. Plus if I fail this part of the application i'd like to do more university work while I improve for a retry.
I have three jobs. Tutoring two hours a week, washing dishes at a hotel for ten hours at night Saturday and Sunday and a retail job for fifteen hours a week. I need to quit the hotel job to gain time to work on my fitness and to pick up my uni workload. Thing is, I don't exactly want to quit but if I don't then I don't have enough time for anything else/ The job isn't pivotal to the end goal and I will be leaving before December anyway.
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Basic is made to get you in shape, but it will be very hard and you can wash back a week if you fail, jump rope and work on cardio, I had one guy in my group get washed back bc he failed after week 4.
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If you are in shape basic is a fucking breeze, it's all a fucking game that you will forget 3 months after it's done, just stay in shape afterwards so you don't get in trouble, you will have 1/2 a year to yearly tests on physical fitness
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>>18704574
Oh I need to pass their pre employment physical. I would not be able to pass that exam at this time. The application happened so fast that I was not physically prepared. I was leaving the job for the summer semester of uni anyway to deal with the fitness requirements. I am overweight.
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Is transferring graduate programs from a top 20 school to a top 10 school worth it if you plan on going to academia? Assume there's research I like at both places, it's purely a prestige thing. theoretical high energy physics
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>>18704520
Professor writing here.
There is no question that at your level a top school carries more prestige than a second tier one (say, Harvard vs the very best State U)
But there is equally no question that if you get into the right lab with the right mentor you may very well get a better education at the top 20 than in a less cutting edge lab in a top 10.
My gut says go where you will get the best training, do the best work, and maybe even establish a reputation, whichever school that is. Your record and references will ultimately count more than the school
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>24, still live at moms place, with my gf (thats another story)
>Have been trying to move out for years now, but every time i get a job I end up quitting for various reasons (gf makes decent money baby-sitting but I need to make an income too obviously)
>really wanna learn a trade or become self-employed
>but until that happens, im in a rut in my life, bored all the time
>lonely as fuck
>have friends but they're always busy with their own lives and im too antisocial/lazy to hang out with them more than once a month or so
> have some neighbors my age who still live at home too (one gets neetbux im pretty sure)
>used to be friends with them and hang out with them when i was younger, like almost 10 years ago
>how do start hanging out with them again out of boredom and loneliness without it being awkward?
>how should i re-initiate long-lost friendships with my neighbors?
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Holy shit OP
You say you want to move out but you want to reconnect with your old neighborhood friends
Your logic is astounding. And it's a good reflection of the choices you've made
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>>18704480
stop being a pussy
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Stop quitting jobs. It's work, it's not supposed to be enjoyable.
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I am a 19 y/o male, been severely depressed/suicidal for the last 14 years and haven't done jack shit. Had abusive/coddling baby boomer anti-modern Catholic parents that fucked me up and ensured I never developed any skills or gave me an opportunity for experience outside my house. Parents and brother made me the bitch of the family. Whole life I have turned down any opportunity to do something that would benefit me like a fucking retard.
Am now an autistic faggot with no skills, no life history, no friends and nonexistent self-esteem. I will eventually either get my shit together or kill myself.
I got a will to fix shit and get my goddamn life going. How do I begin developing skills and stop being a spineless piece of shit?
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>>18704377
join the military
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>>18704377
Stay inside, never enter the outside world, and only engage with people on 4chan.
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The hardest things about changing things is to actually start changing. Sometimes you need extremely much courage to start AND hold up the nescessary work.
But after the first week or two it gets way easier because you can see the first signs of progress.
You should not see the task as one gigantic, undoable thing because this will just discourage you. Instead you should see all the small steps you have to take in order to "fix shit".
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Is there some way that I can join with physically helping in florida after all this crazy shit goes down? I'm 20, I don't have a job and feel like I need to get away and help some people, broaden my horizons. From California, dont have too much money just my body to help out.
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>>18704372
Send prayers lol
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>>18704378
Real shit
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>started college a month ago
>Have actually made a handful of friends
>However I still haven't been to a party
>Occasionally my friends get invited to parties by their friends
>There's this unspoken understanding i'm not cool enough to get invited to parties
>I'd very much like to know what a party is like at the very least
How do I do this?
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>>18704326
literally just say " can i go"
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>>18704326
>"friends"
>don't even invite you to do shit with them
Find better friends anon.
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>>18704326
Start showing up everywhere wasted so your friends realize what a party animal you really are.
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What is it like to date a high functioning autistic person? Any helpful advice for this?
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>>18704272
Consult CWC
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Varg vikernes knows. Look up his youtube channel "thuleanperspective".
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>>18704272
if they are actually retarded in this way and not just using fake autism as a cop-out, the relationship might not be any good. there will be interpersonal problems that they don't even fully comprehend, and they might not be able to even express themselves about it. Trying to improve on the relationship with them and resolve conflict (like we all do eventually) might be hitting a wall.
That being said, everyone has problems, so maybe it's a worth a shot. At least a shoddy relationship means sex and company and maybe a friend.
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I just started a gov contractor sysadmin job and I hate it. I was in the Navy as an IT and said I would never work in IT again. I just finished my first week and don't want to go back. What other IT jobs are there where I don't have to deal with "Why cant I open my PDFs?"
Can I / should I quit if I still feel this way after like the next payday? Since I got out I've been going to school and living off the GI Bill.
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>>18704189
Youre a lazy as shit.
If you had put some effort into acquiering skills you would not be the janitor guy.
That being said, jobs are always going to be hard and require attention and dicipline. This is the reason why people pay you to do them.
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>>18704209
I'm not lazy, I just hate my life. I was a full time student, now I'm working full time and taking 11 credit hours this semester.
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What do people hiring computer scientist with a Bachelors looking for usually? 2 years away from Bachelors, thinking of doing some intern for experience and more ink on resume; preparing for the worst
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I'm sorry for asking :(
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>>18704183
It is called google. Type there job and hit enter. Apply to whatever position you feel like. Write them how long you are studying, what you already know and that you would like to get intership.
Make a CV and send it to them via email. Good luck!
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>>18704205
30 days from now...
you will die