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I recovered from a 3 month psychotic episode. I ran around the streets naked. I was arrested and sent to the hospital. I never thought this could happen to me. I always thought I was a rational person. I discontinued the anti-psychotic medicine I was put on. I don't trust psychiatric medicine, but I am afraid of a relapse into psychosis. Should I see a psychiatrist?
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Yes.
If you are gonna be really afraid about them trying to shove more pills down your throat, then look for ones that don't focus on pharmatreatments.
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This. There are plenty of shrinks who don't rely on pills. Remember that you are the customer and have the absolute right to take your business away from a seller-of-services you don't like and look for one you trust.
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>>18584978
>I discontinued the anti-psychotic medicine I was put on
For clarification, was this before or after the psychotic episode? Honesto question. What sort of treatment were you receiving before the psychotic episode?
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what's the best free video editor?
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What's the best free video editor?
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Install TempleOS
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The one you download through a torrent site.
Fcpx for mac
Premiere or Avid for windows
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is imovie free?
otherwise nothing. and imovie is mac exclusive. so.
I'm not even memeing all free video editing software is fucking shit. I looked for a good week before caving and getting premiere. IT'S SO MUCH BETTER HOLY SHIT.
So I'm a typical lonely beta. I've given up on finding a traditional wife.
I found this website that is about cuddling and I was wondering if I could score sex from some of these girls?
What do you think my chances are?
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bumpin bumpin.
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>I've given up on finding a traditional wife
you mean a submissive and obedient piece of flesh? seriously, what the fuck is this supposed to mean?
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I wouldn't bet on it, OP...
If the website is about cuddling, they probably have a strict policy about sex.
Why don't you find a hooker? I hope they are legal where you live.
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Just getting into linux. I understand packages vs .exe's and the whole command line thing is going to take a while, but anything i can do to pick it up quicker? Pic related.
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Help me get over past trauma and live in present.
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Bump, youre not the only one OP
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give details or gtfo
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I am just fine in the now, I keep challenging myself with things reality isn't challenging me with.
I keep getting lost in thoughts, I am depressed but this is the way to get out of it. I want to always be in absolute N.O.W.
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i can't stick this money into my bank account or in steam. what else can i do with it that might be cool
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>almost if not all of my friends defriend me
>Call me an asshole and a piece of shit behind my back but act nice as hell.
>Finally cut off Tues but feel like an Uber piece of shit
I mean half don't have jobs or recently got one. They waited till or after they were 21 to get a driver's license and still live with Mommy and Daddy.
I have a wife a salary job and moved away to a super wealthy area (still poor to people around me).
I need friends, and always had them. These people have unfortunately been in my life for years and years and don't know how long this two faced bullshit was put on for. I never want this to happen again.
Am I being dumb? Could I have been an asshole? Are they worth this regret? With this recent move I don't know how to meet friends or people who are in to the same shit and can be chill.
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You don't need toxic friends like that. They would only hold you bacl to meeting greater ones. Its okay to feel a little regret, but you should look at the upscale of the situation :O Just try and go out. See whats cool around the area, maybe go to a bar? Karaoke night? Idk what you like, OP, but I hope you find genuine friends.
Life is too short to have shit friends.
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>Could I have been an asshole?
If all your friends have ditched you, then it's likely.
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>>18584865
>Am I being dumb? Could I have been an asshole?
We barely know you, you fucking idiot.
But sure, I've seen people alienated by others and a lot of times it's the dickhole of the group. Now ask yourself if you've been a dickhole, ask your wife, ask your fucking dog, might as well get a clue where you can
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Haven't been here in a while, went "monk mode" and still a virgin, feel even worse about myself. Was thinking some pretty suicidal thoughts earlier and made some plans. Why shouldn't I do it?
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tell why you thing you're virgin
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think*
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>>18584846
I previously made a thread here, dear virgin where could I find you? Or any other virgin...
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look it up, maybe before your plans could u provide me with some knowledge?
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Abusing daddy issues: How does one use them to his advantage?
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Fuck you
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make her feel loved, give her attention and hug her a lot
these girls want to be treated like princesses and doted on because their father never loved them
Give them that, make them feel secure, give them approval and support
Next thing you know, they think they're in love and willing to do anything for you
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Little big problem that's been bugging me for a few years that hasn't shown any signs of going away.. incoming wall of text
So I've had to live with Aspergers and ADHD and all that crap my whole life. I've been very creative at the price of being very awkward, as the drill goes.
As far as relationships go, the closest I ever got was in high school, when one girl I dated briefly cheated on me, and the other I turned down because I didn't feel like we would get along (she was the valley girl type that would rush into relationships for the sake of saying she had a boyfriend, which was very common in middle/high school.
Anyways, as I grew older, and things in my life were heading downhill fast, I told myself I wouldn't look for a relationship until I got this sorted out, because damn if I were a girl that got in a relationship with a guy and got sucked into everything he's messed up in, I wouldn't be too happy; a couple shares each other's lives.
A few years later things weren't looking very bright, and it was around this time where I decided I didn't want to get in a relationship let alone have kids, because as stated previously they'd have to deal with me the rest of their life, and I wouldn't want my kid to have a repeat of what my autism ass went through.
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Though fast forward to present day.. the loneliness is catching up to me. I know I keep telling myself to get over it and accept that I won't ever be in a relationship but the natural urges keep tugging on me. Since then, things in my life have improved tremendously, and I have a friend that in the future wishes to become trans that we are helping fill the void for each other, temporarily, but it doesn't feel like the real thing.
I guess what I'm trying to ask is do I try to move on, do I try to find someone, and if so, how? I'm not looking for anything sexual at all, just someone that I can become best friends with and possibly marry.
All of my other friends are happy with lovers or have plans to get married themselves and here I am just chugging along by myself. I kind of just feel like I missed the train, you know? It gets harder and harder to find a relationship as you get older, and I've seen it first hand with my dad trying to find a step mom.
I'm not very good at explaining things so if there are any questions please feel free to ask.
TL;DR: Average guy struggles with loneliness and is hoping to either get over said loneliness or try to find someone, and needs help to do either.
What do you all do to cheer yourselves up when you're feeling down in the dumps?
Things that would usually put me at easy are
>snow
>areas with lots of neon lights
>writing a journal entry
>cuddling (not happening any time soon)
>walking around at night
>coffee at a 24hr diner when its 2:00 in the morning
Lately, those things haven't been bringing me joy. It also makes me realize that i'm alone a lot of the times.
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Snow, cuddling and night walks work for me too. Then also exercising usually helps, and music of course, and playing with my cat or giving her pets and affection. Do you have a pet OP? My cat makes me feel less lonely and I get happiness every day just from interacting with her.
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I don't have a pet. I like them, but i break in hives if i'm around cats and dogs for too long.
I do have a project car that i had since i was 19. I've been working on her for a while now, but my motivation clicks like a light switch if i'm not feeling so great.
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Hey guys, I think something is wrong with my partners mental health.
They've always been kind of a cold and standoffish person, but lately when they've entered into this zone of negativity they start questioning their own thoughts and behaviour.
They've been questioning whether they've manipulated me into this relationship by making me care for them (so that they will have someone who cares about them), and they've voiced concerns over what value this relationship has to them personally. As it is right now they only find real value in earning money, and I am guessing because that is such a purely physical thing that it can't be mistaken.
I am concerned for their health, they've always had a hard time letting people get closer and have not seen much value in personal relationships on this level. They've told me before that this relationship (where both parties care for another) is a first for them and have been questioning their own nature regarding it.
If any of you have heard anything similar before, please let me know. I've advised my partner to seek professional help, but they seem reluctant due to past experiences being negative. Is there anything I can do?
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For about half a year now, I get random black screens while using Firefox. It usually happens when using Netflix, but it can also happen at other times. I think it might be related to cache, but I cleared it numerous times and still have the same problem. Does anyone relate to that? Could it be that Mozilla fucked up some updates?
I have a really good organisation system going for my bookmarks so I don't really want to switch browsers, but it's annoying me more and more lately...
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Turn off all browser extensions and try again. If it goes on, try another browser, if problem persists, do restart on your computer. If still having problems, you should write netflix tech support and ask if maybe problem appears at their end.
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>>18584767
I'm pretty sure for once, it's not the fault of Netflix. I'll try to turn off the extensions, maybe the browser has to deal with too much stuff at one time.
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>>18584780
yup, try that one, greasemonkey or adblock might cause problems sometimes
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over the last month or two my short term memory at some point went to shit. I can't remember conversations and have trouble following them, when I reading I don't remember one sentence back. I can't get help because I'm a hypochondriac and bother doctors enough already and I have anxiety issues so I don't want to look like an idiot timewaster when I get in there. The problem is this is not imaginary, I'm having trouble making out the words people are saying, processing information fast enough. I watched a movie yesterday and missed at least half of the information in it, I tested myself by pausing whenever I didn't process something and going back.
I saw my psychiatrist yesterday but he offered to get me to see someone who does an evaluation of how my brain works, basically checking how autistic I am, how much ADHD I have and whatever other bullshit psychiatrists peddle. He knows I'm deathly fearful of getting a diagnosis like that and so as soon as he mentioned it I said "ok I'm happy to drop the memory thing and forget this" because inside my head was going crazy paniccing.
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>>18584738
I would give you advice but you would just forget it so why bother
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>>18584738
go back to your psychiatrist and be completely honest him and willing to try things out. You genuinely have problems and can't fix them on your own
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Do you have any bad habits. ?
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Alright, relationship advice time.
I've been dating this girl for over a year now. When we first started dating, we talked through text, went out on dates, and things were typically fine between us. there were times either one of us would get busy with something and not able to talk, and we were both fine with it and things were great. then a few months pass, and she moves in with this guy friend of hers, and the entire time they lived together, she acted like she just didn't want anything to o with me. then, the guy friend dies in a freak accident, and we get into a fight a few weeks later, and we make up.
Then, all of the sudden, she just starts to get real friendly with me again and things were great. Well, a couple months ago, she started asking me why I didn't have very many "female friends", and I just told her over half my friends are female.And then she starts saying things like "if you want to date other women, then that is fine", or ask why I didn't date certain female friends. There's this one female friend she absolutely hates because she left a message on my wall from months back and has tried to stir up shit between us-even though the friend doesn't even live in the same town as me anymore and she was pregnant with somebody else's kid. And when I even mention them in any capacity, she always asks me why I don't date them. She has said things like "if you don't want o date me, then just say so", and constantly asking me if I love her.
Then, she mnessages me every single day and if I don't message her back right that instant, she gets upset, and there was 1 day that I didn't message her back at all, she actually told me that she thought something had happened to me. she's getting extremely clingy, but yet she keeps saying abrasive stuff like "if you want to date (insert female friend's name here), then just do it", and then in the next breath, says that she hopes I don't up and leave her.
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>part 2
So, anyways, she's getting exponentially worse, and no matter how much I reassure her that I'm not going to do that, she keeps saying her other ex's did.
on the one hand, I do love her, and don't want to break up with her. on the other hand, I can't continue enduring that ind of psychological abuse and destructive behavior, and I'm at a loss as to what I can do about it.