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Does anyone swing wildly between
>goddamn I'm great, I can't believe how amazingly wonderful it is to be me
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>jesus christ I can't believe how much I suck, why am I such an autistic loser
Often within the space of a few minutes?
It's really frustrating and wmotionall taxing. How do I stop doing it? this can't a normal thought partern
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It's all about coming to terms with your existence
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Used to happen to me. It mostly came from being baseline confident in myself, but dealing with a lowkey depression. When I got rid of the depression I moved on to become fundamentally happy, which was great. Hang in there OP, try to go to the root of why you're having issues with yourself. Take comfort in the fact that once you deal with the bad part, you're gonna be left with all the good parts.
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All the time now that I'm learning to love myself
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It's 4am, and I don't feel like this is urgent enough to warrant a pickup from a hospital. So until I can get to the doctors in the morning, I'd like some help. Maybe there's an anon who knows what I've got.
About 6 hours ago my ankle and midfoot started to hurt. It's a dull pain that feels like it's burning. There's no swelling, red marks, or bruises visible on the skin. It happened out of the blue. No injury or anything happened to it.
If I move it, put pressure on it, or let it dangle, the pain goes from a constant dull ache to full blown stabbing pain. I can barely walk, it's that bad.
I've also had a bit of a fever when it first started hurting, to the point where I was shivering, and now I feel fatigued and slightly nauseous.
Anyone have an inkling as to what's happening to my foot?
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Assuming you can afford it and won't literally go into debt, call an ambulance. Or an Uber. Get to the fuckin hospital.
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You were bit by a black widow. Enjoy your neurotoxin.
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>>18266251
Black widow bites leave a mark and two bite holes from their fangs. They rarely bite so unless OP's shoes were stuffed with spiders he wasn't bitten by a black widow. He really should go straight to a hospital though.
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Several years ago, one of my friends made a comment about having feelings for me, and I played it off that they were just joking, just because I have plenty of friends who say that kind of stuff to be funny. However they seemed kinda hurt when I just passed it off, as if they realized Id never feel the same way. They've since seemed a bit upset sometimes when trying to express how they feel to me but over time it stopped happening. I assumed they either got over it or moved on, or it really was just a joke.
They're a small gay sickly man. And recently I found out theyre dying. Theyve been keeping it hush for awhile so I wouldnt worry, and only brought it up when I asked why they were suddenly spending so much money and trying to get me gifts. They began crying how I deserve something nice.
Their mother told me that theyve been upset because theres someone they think they love, but are afraid to say anything because they know their death will be a burden and are afraid to talk to them. Im pretty worried its me theyre talking about. And I really dont know how to handle all of this. Theyre a good person and they dont deserve this.
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>>18266218
Give them a chance.
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>>18266218
You not returning feelings isn't doing something to them. It isn't about what they deserve. You are entitled to your own feelings.
Tell your friend how important the friendship is. That's a good, positive thing. If they confess romantic feelings, say you do not have those but the friendship is important.
Unless you want to lie to someone who is dying, which is cool too as long as (no offense here) they actually die, and you don't have to live the lie or reveal it was a lie to them in the future.
But really ,be honest. Don't feel guilty for not romantically loving someone, it isn't your fault and it isn't something you are inflicting on them.
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>they
and nothing of value was lost
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Did a pre-exam on an official paper and thought I did really well. Turns out I got 0% and didn't understand anything. The real exam is in 3 weeks.
How do I kms as cleanly and safely as possible
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Jump off a tall building, but let's be honest here, op you are just looking for attention
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>>18266222
Yes I am. I have no sense of dignity anymore if I already had some. Genuinely though I feel suicidal.
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>>18266222
I JUST WANT TO CRY
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Does life get worse after college? Every person i know said that life is worse after college because going to work is worse than studying. I really don't get the point to look forward to anything after college
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>>18266199
Consider this:
WHO is telling you life is worse after college?
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>>18266203
Many people I know. Parents and friends who have graduated
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Listen, the fact that I no longer have homework and tests is a fucking fantastic feeling. Also, I'm MAKING money now. Fuck college.
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Retards make me want to kill
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I was diagnosed on the autistic spectrum at an early age, and so after middle school I was plopped into a special education program for high school.
After a while, my lower functioning peers in class began to really tick me off. I began to have intense thoughts of violence and bloodshed whenever I saw them. It became so bad that I was moved to a new school, where the homicidal ideation only intensified.
These thoughts still persist whenever I'm around a mentally handicapped person. I think of beating them, stabbing, biting, shooting, torture, and more horrible methods of violence.
What do I do?
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>>18266156
Work with your feelings. Ask yourself why do you feel this way? Do you feel anger, sadness, fear or shame? Towards who do you feel these to? Could you be angry at yourself? How does your body respond to these feelings? How do your hands, shoulders or stomach react? Take a moment to consider even the questions that sound obvious.
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>>18266174
I'm well aware of who the feelings are directed to, and that they make me fucking angry. I sometimes wonder if it would be justified to euthanize low-functioning individuals.
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>>18266156
You sure you don't have this deep hatred because in a sense they are a reflection of yourself? You could be resentful towards yourself so you project this onto others.
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vacationing when you live with parents
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I want to go on vacation when the semester is over, but I live with my parents and they will take every opportunity to micromanage my trip. They have always treated me like a child, and while they'd be perfectly fine with me going on a vacation, "a week of couch surfing with people i met online" is not going to fly well with them, especially if God forbid they learn that everyone I'm couch surfing with is a gay man (they dug through my shit to out me a few years ago and are doing their best to pray the gay away since then).
It's causing me some serious stress, and I feel really limited in what I can do to prepare for this trip. I really want to go take time off for myself and just exist as my own person away from my family, but I just don't feel comfortable explaining the plan to them.
I'm 21 and honestly should be able to just say "cya im driving 9 hours south, be back saturday" but i don't feel like i can do that either.
if nothing else, what are some ways i can describe this vacation to my parents that wont come back to bite me?
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so literally what is your trip plan?
Visiting friends for a while?
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>>18266160
Yep, couch surfing and partying. There is no agenda or purpose for the visit beyond wanting to meet up with some good online friends and wanting to see the city scene with some people who know it well.
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Hey Mom and Dad since I'm 21 I'm an adult and don't need your permission to leave the house for a week
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Why do people hate millienials so much? 2017-04-28 05:42:08 Post No.18266136
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Why do people hate millienials so much?
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Do you guys hate millenials? Any reason why?
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I hate millennials because they always fucking bitch about everything. They bitch about other people bitching about them which seems to make the points and complaints of others more valid. I'm basically a millennial and I hate that I fall into the meme of a millennial hating millennials. I guess I just hate everything.
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Usual spite of the younger generation. Every generation has that.
I guess it's just something like "because kid-things have changed they must think it's BETTER than what we had! Why else would they change it? I must tell them it's not better!"
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>>18266136
Technically, a 30 year old counts as a millenial. Considering most of the oldfags fall within that age bracket, most of us here are millenials.
People hate any "group" because they're socially programmed to do so.
Stupid selfish people come from all races, genders, ages and income brackets. This place is the best representation of how fucked up we all are in one way or another.
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I really like this girl, she's in a relationship, but i won't find someone like her in years, it took me 15 months to have this same interest.
So i told her this, everything, she knows i like her, that i would like to have her as gf.
Now we ended up as friends, i don't have a problem, we were friends.
I want to keep her friendship, and to hope maybe that if i don't find anyone like her again and she breaks up we can do something, we can become something more than friends.
How do i keep being friends with her? Is it just wrong or dumb?
Keep in mind that i won't refuse a relationship with someone else IF she's just as good
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>>in a relationship
Move on. Being friends with her and spending more time with her is only going to make you realize what you don't have and you'll be more miserable.
1.) You cut off ALL contact with her (which may be very difficult if you have common friends/ same social group. If thats the case only hangout when you must, avoid if you can, and generally ignore her) This will hurt in the short term and it will definitely hurt but it will greatly benefit you in the long run.
2.) Keep being her friend hoping that something will come out of it and experience the small pleasure of at least being around her. This will kill you slowly and surely in the long run.
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>>18266119
>but i won't find someone like her in years
She's not special and you can't tell the future. There are billions of people out there.
Get out of this trap now.
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>>18266134
XD
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I'm so fucking angry, how do you stop being edgy without feeling like you are lying to yourself? I want real peace, as far as I know that's not real and the closest thing is fake buddhist buttlover shit.
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What are you so angry about, anyway?
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The thing about anger is that it hurts you way more than it effects other people. Often people feel like they are being productive by holding onto their anger, whether it is general or targeted towards someone/something. All it is doing is slowly destroying your mental and physical health, as whatever you hate so much ironically wins the internal struggle you have with it. From experience, I gave the targets of my anger the ultimate fuck you by no longer giving them any power within my lie, aka no longer holding onto anger towards them. I feel way happier now and I actually feel like I did accomplish something contrary to how I felt when I was angry.
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>>18266098
>I gave the targets of my anger the ultimate fuck you by no longer giving them any power within my lie, aka no longer holding onto anger towards them.
They are real things, they are not Santa, they don't go away if I stop believing in them. Although I do appreciate your perspective and it's most likely the best I can do.
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I have legitimate aspergers syndrome how do I convince women to fuck me? Give me tips and a step by step method that will work on the majority of women. If I don't figure it out soon I will do serious harm to myself.
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i have aspergers too anon but don't let it define you
what i learned on how to flirt is that it's context-sensitive and that you must use metaphors to say what you want to do to her without saying it start out light, then get heavier and heavier with it as it goes on
it also helps to get to know the person you're fucking first and that ties into what i said about flirting being almost entirely context sensitive
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I have a assburger too but don't you see it hurts other people to see us try to socialize?
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Even assburger women can get bfs. Is being an assburger man the ultimate low?
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Quiet window air conditioner
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Hey guys, I need a 4000-5000 BTU window air conditioner. What is the quietest model I can get? I need to be able to sleep within 5 feet of this thing, even if that means I have to wear earplugs. I don't trust all the articles that Google brings up. Really just reads like a sales pitch for whatever brand they're featuring. I need the sincerity of 4chan.
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we have no idea
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>>18266033
Damn, is this place almost exclusively for relationship advice? This is my first time on this board.
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Hard to say from my end. If google isn't spewing marketing bullshit the guy at the store is. Plus i doubt any of the millions of ""19"" year old betas have gone through enough different air conditioning units to know which are quieter
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How do I get my boyfriend to stop spending so much money on me? this is weird/dumb i know but
like i am really stressed out. he's very sweet and i love him but he always wants to get me things but he has bills to pay and he's not rich. i tell him it really stresses me out and he needs to take care of himself first but he just says "but i want to"
i dont wanna go low and compare him to his brothers who have financial issues but he wont listen to me but i dont know what else to tell him
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>>18265998
Drain that poor beta sap dry
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>>18265998
He may be bad with money and not really know the value of a dollar.
If you love him and you see a future, help him learn how to actually budget.
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>>18266007
i will, if all gets worse id handle all the finances and give him an allowance.
i just talked to him and said if he gets anything im not taking it and he has to return it
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Met a girl 4-5 months ago, 9/10, smart and hot af, a few weeks later found out she is 14 years old, but she acts and think like a 20-21, fell in love before i knewd her age, im 21, should ill date her or wait until shes 18?
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>>18265985
Groom her to be your perfect gf. You have 4 years to mold her into whatever you desire. I don't think it's illegal.
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>>18266001
Not OP, but yeah. Fuck morals. But heres a serious tip: DO NOT GET SEEN IN PUBLIC WITH A 14yr old. In some states it qualifies as rape which is dumb
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Don't do it man. There are plenty of other hot, smart women out there that won't result in you going to jail and being slapped with an unsavory legal status. Could ruin your life. Ditch her and move on.
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>be 20
>engaged to a girl
>we have a son together already
>not happy
>work with cute girl i had a thing with in high school, she just started
>super flirty and apparently never got over me
>shes always been clingy so i understand
>fiance and i dont get along well
>actually left last weekend to my dads for a night
>went downtown to work because didnt feel like staying there at dads
>shes there
>makeout in backroom
>know id be happier with her
>still feel like i should stay with fiance because its apparently the "right" thing to do
>typing this at fiances apartment with son playing in floor
And the fucking anxiety has been overwhelming. Should I be happy or should i make sure everyone else is happy?
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>>18265947
You really want to be known as one of those shit fathers that leave their children? Nice. Great job. Hope you're proud of yourself that you're even having this thought.
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>>18265963
Shit man its not like im abandoning him. Im just not happy with her really or living with her.
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>>18265947
bring your kid with you to be with a happy house. When the parents aren't happy, it filters down and soon enough you get an an hero kid.