I am so fucking lost.
I have no idea what I want, I have no idea what I need, all I know is that I can only feel two things: anger and loneliness, depending of the day.
I didn't feel that anger for like 3 months, and I finaly feel alive, but for how long? How can I keep it going on? I know that once it stops I'm going to fall again in depression, feeling like I'm worthless.
You sir of 4chan, do you know any way to keep it going on forever?
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Accept and continue.
Accept what? I am embracing it, I just want a way to stay this way, to not keep falling back in sadness and loneliness. I have been fighting my way out for 15 years, and now that I finaly achieved something, I want to keep it.
Have you tried drugs?
I've been interested in BDSM for a while now, but never got into it. I decided to maybe check out some local groups and info sessions and whatnot. They often hold things called "munches" that aren't sexual events in themselves, and are typically held in pubs or coffee shoppes or restaurants with a vanilla dress code.
However, I do have some reservations about going to meet these people... what if they are all creepy old fat guys with soul patches? I'm not even checking out the scene to hook up with people (I'd rather just do this stuff with an SO instead of, I dunno, going to sex clubs or whatever), but it would still be a bit more comfortable if there were people in my age group, preferably women. I don't know how comfortable I would be talking to other dudes about sex stuff, especially weird old dudes. Or even weird old women.
Is going to one of these things just a really bad idea, or
>>18416813
>I don't know how comfortable I would be talking to other dudes about sex stuff, especially weird old dudes. Or even weird old women.
Then don't go. Most of those people are weirdoes. There are mainly four types of people going to such meet ups:
a) The old fucks which can't get young women through a succesful life and try to beat their midlife/ endlifecrisis. Biggest group there is.
b) Old/ugly women which think they're "mature" and want young boys to fuck their old, crusty plum.
c) Couples watching out for a threesome (=beautiful, young women only). Usually they only come 2-3 times before realizing that every other nice looking person there is also a couple looking for an additional gril.
d) Young dudes which think slapping a gril while fucking her is BDSM or thinking (like group c) that this way they can find a nice submissive woman.
The older those people are, the higher the probability that they are into really degenerate stuff or are otherwise fucked in the head. And I mean real degeneracy (like causing congestion due make more friction while fucking or living with an open buttplug which leads directly into a trashbag while in public). People which identify with their sexuality usualy have a screw lose. Or a few. Would not recommend.
>>18416813
Do you live in a big city? If you do, they should have "munches" that are age specific, usually for the younger crowd. Or try the novice groups. They also have female only ones. Just look around more if you want to get specific.
You could also contact the organizer and tell them you're new. They should look out for you and they can have someone walk you through it so you don't get overwhelmed.
If you live in a less populated area then you'll have to deal with whatever's there.
If you really want to go, you can always go to the place, quickly glance around, and pretend you're just a regular customer if you don't like what you see. Or just walk past the place while sneaking a peek inside.
And there's always that "bdsm social networking" site (FL) if you just want to chat with people about it. Google it.
i think there will only be some fat old couples who think they are sexually revolutionary by "spicing things up" with an eye mask and furr-padded hand cuffs. i really wouldn't want to be associated with that kind of people...
how would you react if your gf of two years suddenly started to tell you she doesn't like stuff you're doing in bed, after she hasn't said anything about them until now?
I'll tell you when I get a gf.
>>18416763
I'll just get another bitch. Real nigga shit, ya dig?
>>18416767
hypothetically speaking
Hello, I am an early transition transexual FTM and I was wondering if it is useful to begin transitioning as early on as possible using whatever orally administered estrogen boosters and testosterone suppressors I can afford and move on to full HRT/injections as soon as I can afford it, or if I would transition more completely/more fully if I wait to begin transitioning until I can afford complete prescription/injection HRT with a doctor's assistance from the very start.
I am not worried about injuring myself or health side effects but only what will result in the most complete and convincing/aesthetically pleasing transition (the sooner the better of course, but quality over promptness any day)
>>18416713
...MTF, not FTM. sorry, I am very sleepy.
Find a group specifically for people who are transsexual, no one here's going to know. It shouldn't be hard to find a group of people though. Also, you should definitely care about and find out the risks to yourself.
>>18416713
>>>/lgbt/ is full of guides. General rule of thumb is
>start before puberty hits
>start asap if puberty already started
Remember that no matter what you call yourself, there will be people thinking otherwise or pure disgust. So your best bet is to not go rubbing that fact to their faces.
And dont suicide in case it wont turn out as well as you hoped. You cant shitpost if dead.
I'd greentext but i'm not really in the mood
basically today i found out that one of my best friend's fiance is cheating, she's coming over soon and I know i'm going to break the news to her but I'm not quite sure how to start, I'm going over my options but regardless of what I do i'm ruining a 4 year relationship and i'm probably never going to see her again because she'll probably move back home. I'm keeping myself calm but I could use some advice.
Do you know absolutely for sure? I wouldn't break it to her without hard evidence supporting it. Not that she shouldn't trust you, but with matters this delicate there shouldn't be any gray area, for you or her.
It would be better if the fiance tells her. Can't you talk to him and say that if he doesn't tell, you will, but that he really owes it to her to tell her himself. Your really shouldn't be the one to do it unless there is literally any other way and the fiance absolutely refuses to ever tell her and wants to keep on lying.
>>18416720
I'd reccomend this, and if that goes to shit, tell her directly.
How do I not freak out or feel worried about the fact that I'm going to die? I got stabbed in the head and back of the ear/upper neck region last year and now it's hard to sleep, I wake up some nights sweating and under of where or why I am. I don't want to ignore these feelings or be distracted by something else, I just want to not be anxious about death anymore.
Would like a back storry of those stabs.
What I do is just believe in something after death, not god but maybe reincarnation, it took away my anxiety.
>>18416639
Have you seen a doctor? Also if you've lasted this long then you probably shouldn't worry about imminent death
PTSD?
/adv/, what do I even say to guilt-tripping, clingy motherfuckers like this? He also keeps tagging me in stroppy "tag ur best friend" shit even though I only see him once a month at most.
Should I just tell him he's too forward for his own sake?
Are you a guy or a girl? And why don't you like him (besides the shit you said)?
How big of an asshole you are to deny friendship?
>what do I even say to guilt-tripping, clingy motherfuckers like this?
"I'll invite you when you stop being a guilt-tripping, clingy motherfucker."
I was at a small friend party and there was a girl i'd never met before. we hit it off pretty good, making jokes and stuff. we were all sitting/laying on the hosts bed talking and she was using my chest as a pillow, some points held my hand. kept messing with my hair or my chin stubble. later we were watching an old horror movie and she was cuddled up with me the entire time with my arm around her and her up against me holding my hand. nothing really happens because i'd just only met the girl and i'm seeing her again tomorrow. but i talked to the guy that invited her and he says she's really gay. what does this mean? i'm so confused
just ask her when you meet her in a joking manner. if shes gay she'll tell you. if not your friend is an ass.
>>18416535
You know how some straight girls hug and show physical affection to their girl friends, without of course being romantically interested in them? She's probably doing that with you, if she's really gay.
>stop consumption of liquid for 4+ hours before sleep
>make sure to completely empty bladder several times before bed
>1 last trip to bathroom immediately before calling it a night and hopping in bed
>still wake up 3-4 hours later needing to piss urgently
>get up to piss and go back to bed for another 4 hours
>need to urgently piss again when waking up to start my day
I haven't had a full 8 hours of uninterrupted sleep in like 6 months, how can I end this torment
There is no advice I can really give you because it's a body problem, so my only advice is go see a doctor, there had to be an explanation and a fix to your problem and the doctor can help I'm sure.
I'm pretty sure needing to urinate frequently is a symptom of diabetes and a bunch of other health problems.
>>18416518
Lol sounds like interstitial cystitis. The symptoms sound very similar to what I experience. You need to see a doctor asap which will hopefully refer you to an urologist. I mean its not deadly but those symptoms wont go away and could only get worse if you arent treated. You could also have something deadly too if its not that.. Bottom line is you need to see a doctor because what youre experiencing is abnormal and can't be fixed with simple advice.
Okay, so I took 3600 mg of acetaminophen over the period of 5 hours and my stomach hurts. Am I doing to die?
>>18416404
How much do you weigh senpai?
>>18416404
You're going to hurt.
Go call poison control
>>18416408
Wait never mind, I saw that you were taking it over 5 hours and looked into the hepatoxicity. Not a doctor but I think you're gonna be okay my dude.
>best places to sleep as a carless homeless person without getting mugged or raped
A shelter
Roofs, porches, trees, tents by a river... mostly by a river hidden in brush. Friend's house... try couch surfing dot com. Free shower and if you're charming enough they'll buy you drinks. Just try not to act sad. You'll be okay eventually! This is part of your adventure.
>>18416368
>shelter
>won't get raped
Hi guys I'm 19 year old, am currently NEET after losing my last job. I have $3000 sitting in my bank and my parents don't make me pay any bills. Suggestions on what I should I spend it on or invest in?
Crpytocurrencies and mining rigs.
Was in similar situation and decided to buy SolarCity stocks for 18usd. Now price has doubled with Tesla. Up, have money too that I don't know how to spend beneficially (in school currently)
>>18416343
Bitcoin
>be me
>20 years old
>only gf I had was at 13
>we on and off dated for 2 years
>right before we finally broke up, she told me she wants to be a guy
>that disturbed the fuck outta me
>probably the main reason I hate trans
>I loved her so much
>every girl I've been interested, I end comparing to her
>I'm so lonely
what do I do?
>>18416284
>compare everyone you every girl you're interested in to a 13 year old trans girl
>>18416290
And they call this the advice I've board... might as well my noose to good use
>>18416295
>people didn't fix my problem in one post
>'and they call this an advice board'
i was literally highlighting your problem mate.
I know someone in Thailand who was/is involved in illegal arms trade. I would like to report this to the police but I don't know where. Any tips?
call 911
Thai police. How is US police going to work in bangkok?
>>18416262
What's in that pic?
So me and my girl have a problem.
We have had anal and oral, but we can't do normal sex. It hurts her. Her hymen is still unbroken and it seems almost impossible to break and is extremely painful for her, is this a bad thing or is this normal and she'll have to bare through that pain the first time? I can't find anywhere that mesons pain in this situation.
>>18416207
>I can't find anywhere
vaginismus
you're welcome
>>18416207
How big is your dick? Maybe try a toy that's smaller first.
>>18416218
My dick is slightly bigger than my hand in terms of length. I mean its not massively girthy but its definitely no pencil dick.