This is a robot I rendered with Pixar's Renderman
That just makes me an attention whore
Brief synopsis: Family doesn't love me, father left me. Qt3.14 redhead gf left me. Liberals making the world come to shit
Pic related more work
I feel the problem you have is your happiness is dependent upon others. Have you got any dreams of your own.
I wouldn't want to be with someone who would kill them-self if I left them. Would you want to be with someone like that?
Also you liberals making the world shit just seems like blaming other people. Lets face it you want to kill yourself just because Dad and GF left you.That is pretty weak to be honest.
Mate I'm not gonna tell you not to kill yourself, but just picture this:
Get a really small apartment, with minimum expenses. Work hard. Spend every dime you can manage not to spend on food, on 10/10 escorts.
It might stall you from an heroing, at least a while.
I don't have contact with my family, i'll be forever alone because i have zero RL friends and too much anxiety to leave my apartment in my free time. I'm jobless atm and living off savings i've put away from a frugal, "wasted" lifestyle. I enjoy good food, play games, watch shit on the net, make /3/ shit.
How do you think such non-issues are worth killing yourself over?
>reach out to anyone
I'm not OP but I have a plan in place, I have a bunch of things I need to get done first to help my mom, and then I'm giving everyone I know 30 days to try to convince me not to an hero.
I guess that sounds like attention whoring or a cry for help or something but I just always got so damn mad when I hear people say "I had no idea he was suicidal, there were no warning signs", well I'm going to make sure my friends and family can't say that.
My only worry is that the state is going to lock me up or something since suicide is illegal in 'murica.